Monday, April 16, 2012

Think big to be big

给你的
是的 在我眼里
你已经消失得无影无踪
早已不把你放在我脑袋里
你也很久没出现在我部落格里
今天又让你出现在这里了
真的是无奈

以我了解你的脾气
你的倔强比任何人还强
要改变你的决定 是101巴仙的不可能
就如你当初做的决定
但这也只是过去

你会不会看到这篇
我不知道
我在写谁
我也不知道你知不知道
现在又是一门话题
当然我不参与在里面
最好也不要参与
他人来问我
我也只是回答说 我真的不知道
答案只有你自己知道
会不会说出来 也只有你自己可以决定

其实我知道你知道自己在做什么
但别人不知道
不是每个人的想法都一样
尊重不是用在这种地方
这叫接受
在这之前 你尊敬他人是101巴仙
现在的你 回到那三 四年前的叛逆
历史重演
但这次的重演 完全不一样
内容完全 更改

我能说的都已经说了
他人要说的也是说了
倔强的心 可以改
只是看你自己要不要

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Just do it

Human can do whatever u like
but before do anything we have to think properly
Be positive and smart
Dont live in a life which flow with regret
Have to think big to be big
Dont always stay in a small worlds
Must look as far as u can

1 more day
Year 2 , Im coming
Ya ! Dont wish to go schoolWelcome me :)
Speechless when I saw my timetable
Early morning class and end late class
Hope this study journey will be smoothed
I knew what is my birthday wishes this year
Hope I can find a tuition teacher and teach me when I face education problem
It's not really hard, right ?

Be brave , Chew Yying
Sometime I really laugh myself
timid as a rat
but what to do ?
Suddenly it cross my mind
Just do it
but I dont dare
I just say , without action for this mission
I hope can know you well
but not frighten you
Can I ?

When I saw the status
You seldom write status in Mandarin
My mind full of question
Are u cheering up someone ?
Why you wrote this ?
Can I know ?

ishhh.. good night, worlds
recently , Im poor
Dont date me out.. :P

I really hope that money will drop from sky
or i can receive a big big pack of money while walking









Dont cry over someone that wont cry over you
Just do it
I will let u know if I'm a braver girl :)

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Night and Morning

I always tell myself that sleep late and wake up late which is a bad habit
But I always dont think it's a big matter
All people sleep in their sweet dream
I still sit in front of lappy
Ruined my holidays again

Now showing the fall in love movie in cinema again
Titanic
Even this movie I watched thousand times in TV
but never watch in cinema before
It should be a big different between TV and cinema
I want to watch !

Countdown-ing
Finally, complete 75% of my part
Birthday not more than 1 month again
ishhh.. I hope that I always eighteen years old
I really miss my secondary school life
Those co-curriculum just made my life
所谓 “小时候梦想赶快长大,怎么长大后却念着童年”
Teenage life was wonderful than mature life
Secondary life compare to college
It's totally different
We just need to fight for our SPM during secondary life
The other way round
We need to fight for our career during our college life
I rather study and exam forever but not working If I can

Nursing..
Love this job doesn't mean that I want it
Is this my dream ?
I really regret that I never study well for my Bahasa Melayu
If not ,I will pick the course which I want and study in local university
People always say "Dream doesn't make money for u , but is it my job will make money for me?"
I was happy studying during secondary school
because I love those subject
I just normal study hard during my college life
It's because this is my duty
if I never study properly
My scholarship will gone
Just because scholarship then I need to study well ?
Not because of I love this job then I'm studying happily ?
The attitude totally different
I really envy him sometime
because of his job
Unfortunately
Lack of this lucky to study this course
This is fate :)
Just accept it

Charge battery of my body
Sending myself to Singapore tomorrow
Friday night just came back
Sorry
I guess... I frighten u
Good Night , worlds :)

Monday, April 2, 2012

Weekend 又结束了

周末又结束了
每次都希望周末可以好好的补眠
可是那是不可能的事
星期六早上一睁开眼睛
刷好了牙
洗好了脸
冲好了凉
换好了衣服
就出门而去
哪来的休息?

今早七早八早就起来
老毛病又犯了
闹钟响遍了整间房间
关掉 继续我的睡眠
直到有人去打开那刺眼的灯
我才甘愿 离开我那不想离我而去的床
前一天 严重伤风
隔天 还是不断的流着鼻水
六点就起身的感觉
心情果然欠佳
扫墓
在坟场呆了两个小时多
整个坟场 红炮响连天
好像庆祝什么似的
汗流浃背
晒得红彤彤
我的心里 就一直在想
“完蛋了 这次一定黑到不像人”
强烈的太阳 晒在皮肤上
真的是有痛到

今天是愚人节
我都没有感觉
去年的今天 是婆婆的头七
今年的今天 是来扫公公婆婆的墓
我的愚人节 都是这样过
都没愚弄别人

人生就像一列火车
从出世那天起
就好像在火车上出世
火车司机 就好像父母似的
载你经过不同的站
在这上半年里 我不知去到哪一个站
感觉就只停留在原地
不敢去下一个站
但就在这两个月里
我已经离开那地方
开往那我看不到前方的世界
其实我已经看到了 一个很美丽的地方
只是自己没有勇气 在那个车站下车
在等待人来迎接我

看到人家写 愚人节是告白日
失败的话 就说愚人节快乐
成功的话 就继续在一起
听了听 其实还蛮有道理的
假如 我勇气可嘉的话
我应该会去挑战一下
哈哈哈 等等下到人家屁滚尿流
在心情不好时
看看他 心情自然好
可惜 八字都没一撇
假如十年前 是那样
多好啊
感觉才刚开始
可悲啊
天资聪明的人 真的不一样

A thousand years
-all along I believed I would find u-
我相信我一定会找到你
感觉上是找到了
但 就只是 感觉 :)
假如是小时候 那该多好
就是差在 那些年
不然一切都会是完美的