复杂的世界

羡慕那些华语优越的人
都不知是几时开时不怎么喜欢华文
其实华语不难 只是懒惰学好来
怎样学都学不会
都不懂那些不会华人香蕉人要怎样在华社生存
有时还真是钦佩他们
自己都半桶水 何况是他们

明明就 很忙的我
还有时间来这里写东写西
我真的是活腻了
现在的时间
一天24小时 简直不够用
一个星期 7 天太少了
时间飞得比火箭还快
可是我就是喜欢把东西拖到最后一分钟
感觉这个学期 要过到 7788 了
很怕这个学期 结束
当这个学期 结束 就代表 我踏入 社会的日子即将来临

复杂的世界
大家常常说
“哎呀 你的朋友这么多 去找他她他咯”
是是是
我朋友是很多
可以说是 我认识的人很多
不是我朋友多
可是朋友多 哪一个才是真正的朋友
10指手指算得完
1 2 3 就是这几位
庆幸的是还可以找到人来讲话
没有沦落到要对墙壁讲话
真的是很幸运了

复杂的世界
现在连
吃饭
睡觉
做功课
上厕所
冲凉
出门
的时间都没有了
还要我去烦这些琐碎的事
可不可以不要这么复杂?
做人简单点
东西很简单
是就是
不是就不是
可以就可以
不可以就不可以
要就要
不要就不要
不要兜兜转转
我没有那个美国时间和你玩

复杂的世界
不知是几时开始
变到一点也不想去认真
连认真都懒惰 真的是严重懒
该感谢那些让我跌倒的人?
虽然爬起来了
就算疤已经消了
但它就是曾经痛过的地方
有时觉得玩玩就好
何必认真
太认真 只会让自己摔得伤痕累累

人家说
老天总是作弄人
我说
缘分总是作弄人
几时才可以击败缘分这东西
缘分这东西 也是有点烦
爽爽就让你开心
爽爽就给你四个字- 有缘无份

我的枕边人说:" 我们真的长大了 看的人情事物都不同了..."
没错 我们确实 长大了
所谓 “经一事 长一智”
以前 只会说 这句谚语
现在 可以用在咱们身上了
只能说 谢谢这些让我们长大的人

It's so complicated

Life is harder when you complicate the simple things 

Just need a simple life 

The recent topic

Now I just know in this age

Everyone is worried about me

Dont be so hurried

I'm not the one who worry about this

but you guys are worried much more than me 

What for the people is not really worry about this but you guys did 

Chill Chill Chill and relax......

How many people asked me the question that I dont know how to answer

I really dont know

Uncle Aunty Brother Sister

I'm only twenty 

Dont worry be happy

k?

Since how long I had been asking the question

Sometime really cannot tahan

If I know the answer

I sure will give u

Am I right? 

I think most of the people around me also have this kind of trouble 

Everyone keep asking same question

You guys thought that finding a partner like finding a shirt?

anyhow go a shopping center and find one?

if suitable then bring home? lol

or go and find a Bangladesh and ask

"hey u want to be my boyfriend?" lol

stupid ==

or walking on the road

anyhow grab one then pick up to home?

pick up rubbish?

Maybe I'm the rubbish waiting for people pick me home lol!

Dont always say that I'm high expectation

I'm not

It's the right one not here yet...

I just heck care more than you guys care

This question will be asking once every week or month I think 

If you want to know the answer 

I will tell u in future 

Seriously I dont know how to answer you right now

or you guys find the people will pick rubbish home one

I'm the rubbish ==

You guys find for me better than you guys keep asking

Have no time to study and do my assignment

still ask me to find boyfriend

you guys really thought that I'm so free?
and dont always suspicious that I'm lesbian, please..
Even I'm good with many girls
but of course I like boy!
Some funny people asked me
"Eh are u lesbian?"
"You dont like boys?"
please lah.. obviously Im not lesbian T.T

Single doesn't mean that you are ugly and you are bad

Omg 

who have this kind of thought 

Seriously I dont know how to save u 

Dont be so extreme

The most important thing is your heart  

and those stupid mindset

if you really love someone

They just heck care about the age, distance, height and weight 

Dont always estimate your love one is handsome pretty or the perfect one

You just dream on man!

if you really like the one who is pretty and handsome

you better buy more make up thingy for her/him

Ask her/him put make up during sleeping

then you can see him/her all the way is handsome and pretty

Always look down those choose partner who is handsome and pretty

Judging face like a boss!

I believed fate

Waiting for the right person to pick me up from the road

okay? lol

I'm patient to wait for it 

and I'm only twenty!

Desserts

As our lecturer said

Nursing course is like a meal

Year 1 is appetizer

Because it's just basic care

Year 2 is main course

What we learned in year 2, we will do it everyday

Year 3 is desserts 

Desserts is not a honeymoon year!

Desserts = Stressed

What a good description 

Seriously my time management is sucks to the max

Assignment, test, homework, interviews, questions, presentation, preparation

My hair is almost standing up!

Actually i'm not that stressed

I just heck care for a long time

That's why I cant accept that I have so many stuffs need to do now

24 hours just not enough for me 

7 days per week too little also

When exam around the corner on week 17

The stressed just come over 

btw now only week 5

I'm stressed like bloody hell

Eating time 

Sleeping time

Resting time

Studying time

All mixed around 

I want my normal life as previous!

Slept at 6pm everyday

Awake at midnight till morning

Eating few meals per day

or eating one meal per day

I think I'm going to mad

Even my physiology of body system also asked me dont be so stressed

We can control our brain as what we want to think or dont want to think

but we cant control our body system to react

like we can't control our heartbeat and respiration

especially hormones

So I can't control my hormones too!

Sorry that I keep being a kid that throw my tantrum to all of you

I know right

Even my mum also asked me to go and see doctor

I just tell her I have no sick........

After this, everything will be fine

Seriously I just scared that I can't cope it

I dont give any expectation for myself since I know that's not really easy

I just hope that I can pass this semester peacefully

I never ever pressure myself

Too many things I need to think about

I think my brain never stop thinking 

even eating bathing sleeping

Ohyah...

I'm not tired

I'm not stressed

I'm just very tired

and 

over-stressed 

Smile

Just smile
Even facing a lot of problems
believed that you can do it
you sure can do it
Smile always cheer a person up

When it's right timing
Just do whatever you want
always follow the heart and believed it
if it's wrong timing
Just let it be bygones
Should be settled down now

I know it's not easy
we must know how to take it and how to release it
Just follow the pathway
It will lead you to wherever you want

I'm who I am
have my own personality
if you dont like just go away
I dont mind
That's me....

It's simple for me
I just want a life which is happy and healthy
let bygones be bygones

It's complicated

Please simply it