决定权

知道自己有多忙
知道自己没时间
但就是 要来这里发牢骚
太多太多的东西要做
多到像一座山似的
比喜马拉雅山还要高

烦恼多多 问题多多
总是喜欢把事情往肚里吞
因为不喜欢麻烦人家
感觉上是不知量力
不管自己多老多年轻
太多事要做 不可拖 不可以推
我常常问
“为什么自己这么忙?”
因为"This is your last year, year3!"
当你是最后一年时
就代表你什么都要会 什么都要懂

从还没踏入这个路程时
根本就不知道自己要的是什么
同样的 到现在我还是不知道自己要的是什么
我要的 我得不到
我没有要的 我样样有
这就是老天的安排
最近的人 老是问我
“你真的要当护士一辈子吗?”
“你真的会把护士这行业当成你发展的方向吗?”
我的答案是 我不知道
我自己都看不到自己的未来
我要怎样回答你们

是时候决定自己要走的路了
心里其实就有答案 自己要往那一面发展
但就是没有勇气
那两个我都很喜欢
请圣人指导我
该怎么做
我不想做错决定
到时才来怨天怨地

从一开始
没有想到自己会走到这里
可能 这几年发生的事 都是意想不到
这些生活画面 从来没有在我的脑海里浮现过
总是认为 我的生活会是 我觉得的有可能会发生
但事情 往往相反

长大了
很多事情都必须做决定
没有人会为你铺好未来的路
周莹莹
自己的未来 就自己看着办吧

1st week of holidays

Busy like a boss
Don't ask me what I busy
Actually I don't really know too
Chew Ying Yin is only the one in this world
Dont try to peel off me T.T
Trying to squeeze everyone to meet once
Mission failed!

If let me to choose
I will choose to stay at home and rest
My holidays is totally fully booked
What I really want is stay at home and sleep!
dahell

Dont even touched the book yet
Slacking like a boss
Can someone knock my head and ask me to wake up?
My mind only think where the place that I can go and enjoy
hahahahahaha
When reopen school, I will know the taste
I will pray hard

Sick for one week plus and doesn't get well
Worsen I think?
Lazy to visit doctor ...
I hope that I can recover by myself
Thinking too much like a boss!

Errr..
Classmate just went Australia
Abang just went China
Uncle just went Indonesia
Dad just went Thailand
Cousin is still in Vietnam
This is a travel month sia
Well, I'm in Malaysia and rot in JayBee
Ohmy! I miss my HongKong and Bangkok trip
Next station..........will be continued

Just because of some reason
I dont think that I got extra cost for my next year trip
dafuq
If money can drop from sky and I just collect
That's good!
Well.. Dreaming like a boss
Or just marry a rich guy and be a tai tai
Well.. Dreaming like a boss again
Nowadays people asked me
"what is your hobby?"
My answer : Travel oversea like a boss
hahahaha!
but the next sentence will be
"If no money, every where also dont need to go...."

People always said
Working Travelling Working Travelling
That's life!
I will fulfill whatever I want hahahaha
Vietnam Bangkok and Taiwan Macau
Please wait for me
Korea <3 p="" too="" you="">
Again
Can't wait to leave here
I just need a gateway!