disspointed to MYSELF

other people can do this...
other people can do that...
other can do..why i cannot?
because i m "monkey"..???
so hate this life...
may i stop?may i stop?
tiring......

some people say "i duwan"
some people say "i cannot"
i said "i duwan"---fail
i said "i cannot"---fail
what can i say and i stand?
can i fall down..then no need up again..
u tell me..can i??????

what is the feeling now?
lanngar wall....die for me is better than after i going cry!


i still need handle exam....
if my result drop by behind...
no hope...no hope...
that time is my mother force me to lanngar wall...
what can i do????
i hate this life...make me difficult breathing...
unhappy on this few day and this months...
i think i never truth happy on this months...
accept...?
face ---accept
heart---hard to accept...
u all think me don't want accept...
is the social make me scared...
how i accept?
find phychology???useless la....
dissapointed to myself...
useless of me...sucks life sucks thing....

some people can regret what they do...
i don't have this chance let me regret something...
what i decided now??
feel gonna give up...
give up ar....stop crap la...my brain...
hate this social!!!!!hate this life!!!!
no people can save me...
useless of me...............

no mood to take part tomorrow exam paper...
let my english paper FAIL....
thx god!!!