thursday..

i can't be the first ...
forever cannot...
erm...
never mind...
that is not a competition...just a phychological warfare vs ME..
i defeat it...even i didn't be the first..
first treat me not to important now...
i already forgot and forgive...
don't know why...
start from this time..
my soul became wise...
maybe this is a believe ...

sometime my friend ask me...
u are believe???
erm..i will said :"ya"
this time also..."ya"
because from this time experiment..i aldready learnt it...
but i never said i want going on that experiment...
never mind...that experiment carry out already...
what can i do and what can i said..??

first time no feel....that's not me..before i sure angry ..
a bit feeling also don't have...haha...

miss monkey happy forever...
monkey playful forever