shock

yesterday meet my dad,aunt and cousin..
cousin is from sarawak...
i ate lunch with them..
after that, i go cs with my cousin...
she go date her sister-german...
i follow too..
i never see her sister german before....
meet at cs mc donald...
OH MY!
that girl is seta renjer...
just be friend few day...
meet at cs then be cousin..
oh my god...
shock.......after that go watch movieeee---monster vs aliens...
not bad show..hehe
transformer better than that show..wahaha
this month i watched 7movie in cinema..
terrible...for me..wahaha
-17 again
-terminator
-night at the mesuem
-drag me to hell
-transformer
-transformer
-monster vs aliens..
sampat le me..crazying

after watch movie with them..
go take photo..
wahaha....all is cousin..hehe
first time take photo with them..
for awhile
went back lo..
went to that seta cousin house first just go back...
full arh me......
eat western food...went back home eat again...
i am not july ghost~~~~
hehe
at my aunt home le..
doing my homework..
lucky i have to bring my homework and my book going there
add math finish lo..^^

today finally can went back my sweet home...
now just reached home didnt more than 30minutes
huhu~~~i want to off line le
bye bye...
weekend not bad for me..
tiring is truth!~

school life again

meaningless stayed at school...
everytime everywhere in school
i just hoped the time pass flies...
i want to back home..
school is a demon place...
no fun for me...
at class better than go out...
step 1 of foot go out for my class's door
then sure got a lot unhappy happen on me...
i don't like to go out..

many thing don't know can tell who...
no people can tell...
double stressed now...
before 1 only...
i knew what is double stressed now already...
1-school life
2-family
my mum and sis dont knot when became so hate something ...
not before them...
i just worry worry and worry...
who can i tell about this?
no people..
i never tell any people...=(

i must think carefully...
what thing can do..?
what thing cannot do?
recently kept do wrong things...
i don 't know why also..
not me want also...
just my stupid brain ...
i worry this months,next month,next next month...
when can stop worrt this few months??
everyday think about this..
i will going mentally hospital soon...

sorry...

sorry for you..friends
this time is my wrong...
if not me, you al l no need to face that happen...
bless you nothing..
this time is my responsible...
i knew what i want to do.. take care you all

weekend lo=]

Busy is a normal life...
not busy is not my life..i think=(
i am a don't know how to arrange good time for my self's person...
thus, I'll something good, something bad...
my result is the BAD now..not the best..
next Friday is hari terbuka..
i don't want complain by teacher ...
school teachers like to complain us about academic get bad result..
moreover, like to complain active on co-curriculum also...
please don't...this bad situation not yet on me...
form1 until form3 ..my class teacher is kind teacher..
thus, no said so much^^said my academic only..
my good teacher ,don't said much this year ya...
I'll be appreciate you so much^^

everyday busy different matter...won't boring...hehe
but tiring**after few months can stop it bah..
is few month ...not few week
confirm is not few day...
if few day then is nice =p
haiz
my timetable quite disorderly...
study time ...i think i don't have set
st.john time..quite a lot bah
family time...don't care at all [bad of me]
today i didn't study at all...
knew how to settle my something only...
just hoped right away complete my job..
just felt comfortable and nice feeling=) in fact!

weekend busy too=[
my freind is enjoying weekend
i am busy my weekend
lucky my mum didnt at home...i am princess=p
nobody can bother me...want busy what then can busy what...
when flag day coming, is my mum come back time...
bless she won't say anything...q uickly bless=]
next month ,exam again....
my heart not yet in academic now..
after this month ,i just try my best to cover my academic..
can de bah...

oH My...
i know how to busy my something only...
forgot him..haiz...really no time for him...
sorry...and sorry..huhu..
next week then bye bye^^
happy...KL only...not penang..wahaha
silly la me...
anyway thx you...i hope you'll forgive and forgot me
but you never angry...so good of you^6^
hope next week has 1day spent on him...
1day 1day...hard to find that day...
take care guy.....

good night everybody..
take a good rest ...=D

We Are Happy Family=]

i waited very long already..
finally today i have to free time writing my speech
heheehehehe
i am a memory good person..
monkey brain mah^^wahaha!!not DIE monkey..
i want to mention..

10.6.2009--1st DAY
a very early morning
we went to DJ school
huhu....titring...
that school bus came late
when i reached there
hong liang ,soon tat ,ming han only...
they are tebrau st.john father
care that powerful firl and CHEF!hehe
i saw kawad team girl girl very nervous...
real ooh...AH TAN TAN very nervous
i said :"if u all get champion i sure treat you all eat stonegrill.."
participate get ready lo!!!
tebrau penyokong reached..hehe
kawad start lo start lo..
ST.JOHN team came out lo..hehe
i quite expect their show..too long didn't see them kawad
sergeant told me they be strong le wor.
when i saw their hentakan...
wahhhh..really improve...1 sound niah..
yean ling ..you success le...hehe..congratz^^
before she took part..i said:"tan yean ling..you must get a BEST COMMANDER..IS MUST"
don't know can get or not...i believe her..can de..that sound louder lo
turn cooking lo.. xue hua xue hua xue hua!!!hu sha hu sha hu sha
we very handsome and pretty meh??kept saw us..
i knew you all done already..but cannot see us de lo..
we were shy la^^
very hungry!!! i waited xue hua cook for me..hehe
YES!!!they okay le... can eat lo..nice leh
really!~~~~hehe...
after that..went back hall get ready for playing game.
all people went to play station game..stomachache la me..not me don't want play
hehe...so my cop only little niah...hehe
after that..dance dance dance..around 4.30pm then went back to school lo..
FIRST DAY BYE BYE^^

11.6.2009--2nd DAYS
that day is monkey SHOW!!is long live monkey..wahaha
yying came lo..wakaka...moh moh came too..last is monster...hehe
this morning quite nervous la..
unwilling woke up..very lazy..really...
but cannot!!!must get ready be a long live monkey~~~~~
i and jia jun daftar lo..hehe
then went to hall rest..
YES!!!dearssssssssssss came.....they came made me nervous only..
thanks yean ling,yan peng,hong liang,soon tat....
i QUITE LOVE that breakfast~~~~~~~~really nice....what a nice sandwich~~hehe
after ate breakfast get ready to be long live monkey..
boy boy and girl girl went Q lo...monkey-ying nervous~~~
hehe...we went to FIELD-----many station leh 10lurh
hehe...we must complete all mission..we are fit fit girl!
the 1st group is US@.@ after boy boy complete mission..
we walked down lurh...
quickl y RUN and COMPLETE^^
YES!done~~ sweat sweat..dirty,tired,injured....all of us have too
okay la^^happy-ing...12.30pm went to h al l rest lo...
ate lunch*****get ready for telematch individual(halangan)
me,cpl ng,lance cpl ng,ming han,leon,cpl tan,shwu fen take part ..huhu
boy start first!!!wakaozz
when they start....that speed is acceleration for them...fast fast fast..
all used ran!!!gonna faint la me...
i am the first person take part individual...
i won't play speed lo...scare de ar...will going faint...
slow slow walk.... slow slow climb....slow slow jump...
but i am be the most faster complete that all mission^^
=D after dance again...hehe.... non stop playing for me...
quite happy for me..hehe....i think them too bah =P
close ceremony for second day lurh^^sweet memory for me in 2nd DAYSSS
BYE BYE SECOND DAYS..complete all competition=X




12.6.2009--3rd DAYS
high high high
raining~~~~cold cold....nothing to do~~~
hehe... i stay awhile at there only...4.30pm i went to ome ga tuition...
only ME!!!tuition ..huhu! no people talk with me in tuition...
wakaka...concentrate leh me..wakaka
Times flies...6.45pm lurh...
i went back to SDJ... after change cloth,went to hall waiting for camp fire...
camp fire lo^^wah...nice than last year...but they fail...
because of raining!cannot blame them what...forgive and forgot bah..
really nice and planned for that camp fire
went back hall lo..jia lat la..my sound lousy..!no face le..hu hu..T.T
continues dance...wakaoz....no good behaviour for me le...
is okay. that is a monkey beh avi or..
you like or not..don't care..i happy then okay^^blek blak blik~~~~
presentation of trophy and souvenirs!!!scared or not???
souvenirs i don't scare leh..only trophy..wahaha...
1)best supporter 2)best dicipline 3) pertolangan cemas 4)halangan individu girl and boy 5)halangan outdoor girl and boy 6)masakan girl and boy 7)kawad kaki girl and boy 8)best commander girl and boy 9)keseluruhan boy and girl..
6 out of 9 we get the trophy....hehe
let me elaborate that nervous happy and mood
terrible..really=)
when listened that
pertandingan pertolongan cemas N.johan ddi jatuhi oleh SDJ PBSM...
our heart is pop pop pop''''''''''jump fast like race car~~~wahaha
JOHAN dimenagangi oleh SMK Sri Tebrau St.John!!!
we jumped going to 2nd floor!!!
we damn jumped jumped jumped...non stop for us...
halangan individu...my hand sweat already..i very scare..really...
they kept catch my hand..can de l a can de la..
i already nervous...still said..really nervous...
when said out my name~i only happy..but didn't jump and run this time =P
i walked only^^another boy is ng jia jun..we already know what...no very nervous too...
hehe...
halangan individu....N.Johan dijatuhi oleh SMK sri tebaru-PBSM...my heart pump fast again...we cannot stop that feel...Johan dimenangi oleh SMK sri tebrau..not yet said st.john ..we jumped hyper already...I am monkey....Jumped to front^^
turn boy boy lo..same lo...
N.Johan dijatuhi oleh SMK s ri tebrau...my hear pump pump pump....ST.JOHN!!!hehe..good JOB=]
next is masakan le...girl girl...when we listened N.johan no st.john name...we knew^^hehe...good
job la..real..i got take photo lo..really NICE!!
masakan boy boy...N.johan dijatuhi oleh SMK sri tebrau..St.John!!stop a second...i just shout "tepuk komamnder!"hehe
kawad kaki pertandingan kategori perempuan N.johan dijatuhi oleh SETA renjer....our face ......
Johan dimenangi oleh SMK Sri Tebrau ..St.John...we jumped jumped jumped again....i go hugs yean ling....
we shout like no sound~~~
forgot tepuk...he he..but i also faster shouted..wakaoz..
that yean ling!!!came my front!
"cpl chew...champion leh....nenenipupu...stone grill!!!!!"(then ran back)..
then i only en en en...okay~~~~~~~smile her lo..
turn BEST COMMANDER le...agak agak know is yean ling le..but dun want give her any hoped.
later don't have cry like baby... again St.John name^^...
yean ling said to herself..."is me ar??is me ar??"
see her silly or not...cute till~~~~
going up smile like that mouth cannot close de lo...happy ending....
last is 180....hehe..
we didnt get keseluruhan..but we okay^^really ooh!~
because try our best le...hehe.... quite happy for me ...la..rally..
i only knew dance lo..hehe...silly play play play...hehe
tiring le la me...
dance sweat pain tired injured..WORTH!!!
Q up went take bas back school..
that saman think a laugh for me and her
123...HA HA HA...wakaoz
silly all of us 3 lo(cpl tan,cpl chan,cpl chew =] )
we kept laugh laugh laugh..then l ans Tan joined too
i said real..we laugh only happy ..at hall we already play like that~
the first person play is DJ--- jing ling^^pity..he directly said us sot liao^^
at bus we kept play..i really going mad...no point for other..really happy**
reached school lo..went back ho me..good night..
3rd day..PERFECT DONE...BYE BYE 4th JB~~~~^^



ohohohohoh!!not yet la..

i not yet detail say the trophy^&^

1)kawad kaki kategori Perempuan ---------Johan
2)Halangan komando kategori Perempuan--Johan
3)Halangan Individu kategori Perempuan---Johan
4)Halangan Individu kategori Lelaki---------Johan
5)Pertolongan cemas------------------------Johan
6)Masakan Modern kategori lelaki----------N.Johan
7)Halangan Individu kategori lelaki---------N.Johan
8)komander terbaik kategori Perempuan

8 trophy lo...hehe
chef girl girl..u all kuat too ..
just without a little lucky star..hehe...good job^^

this time really get a lot good memorize for 2009 lur
hehe.. good~~~happy^^
process good this time resul t good this time^^
bye bye lo=]

tiring~~~~~

only sad now...
really....damn sad
what to do???
just bless tomorrow nothing happen for me
i'll pretend didn't see didn't heard...
don't said me scared!!!pls!!!i don't want let the something become worse~
jia you ya you all...
really...good night..

WAHAHA
got free i just post that3days ya~~
good night everyone

yorhooo...

patient for evryone..
i really tiring now...
after 4th jb just post something here^^
patient la..
i really tired..
wahaha
yean ling sms me just now..okay^^
i knew le...

TEBRAU ST.JOHN...
JIA YOU remember what i said
only get a good process~~~

OH My OH My!!!

late le late le...
sorry dearssssssssss....
came late le...
shit la...

erm..
let me count
left 9 or 10 hours i think....
powerful girl and chef need going WAR lo
wahaha..
got the feel just now
if not the person kept ask me see something..
i still dont know tomorrow is competition
hehe

powerful girl +you la..
really jia you
i believe this time you all really enjoyed this process
right??
i cannot take part..haizzz
wahaha....ok la...don't said this all bullshit...
even u all didnt get a trophy come back...(choi choi choi!!!)
u all learn many thi ngs ..right???
gratz u all first~~~~
don't forgot sgt taught what???don't forgot sgt told you all what???
don't let sgt disappointed ...know mah??
powerful girl!!!not wearker hor!!!
tan yean ling...i believe ur member told you what le..right???
remember what i said hor..MUST!!!

CHEF!
u all that restaurant what name le ar???
if i not forgot is call [tebrau st.john restaurant]
right??hehe..let me crap a little bit la...
last time i just saw that...
a person already taught what to do..don't forgot hor!
TAN and SLOW....i want order!
i book le...tomorrow i want eat that that that and this this this..
wahaha...nobody can win me...leave a little bit for me
JIA YOU CHEF!!!!

theory....
wakakakakaka....
who are us???
came from where???
learn about what???
ANSWER
st.john
smk sri tebrau
first aid
so don't worry la...
just now hor...
got a people take part theory come noise me..
don't know who lo..
beware! haha
ok la...jia you
easy to u all la...!!!

halangan...
monkey no comment la
cos i scare too..haha
just can said..
we can do it...
i am monkey la..
but my movement not monkey...
got a person told me
WORK SMART NOT WORK HARD
Remember ''Be careful all the times''
hehe...that person see le don't blame me ar..
o nly say...
worhooooo==we are fit girl!not fat ..i didn't type wrong


TEBRAU ST.JOHN
=sometimes somewhere first aid can save a life=
=be the best among the best=

we are tebrau st.john
180... that is target...
this time competition..
i realize get a good process...
good exp..
every team also get good exp ..right???
JIA YOU TEBRAU ST.JOHN.. ..
believe YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!

=='

PEKCEK ar..
don't know what happen..
my pimples kept showed in my face..
yesterday didn't slept well..
woke up 3times above..
FLU..COUGH...
non stop..
my mum don't know drop what water in my nostril..
going to cry...
hungry on that night

just now woke up late...
HOT..alone again..
ulcer came out...
pimples came out..
pain pain pain!
whole body felt uncomfortable...!
waliu!

emotional monkey

thats too good if i'm a monkey..
today attend normal training...
hot whether
i became black girl in this morning..
ugly again...

actually my mood unwell today
but i don't know why
i still can as playful as monkey..
hand injured again..
pain till....going cry..
but must suffer

went tuition omega..
first an hour ..
i don't know what i'm listened at all..
all grammar i never listened..
luckily yean ling taught some grammar..
hehe...i kept think alot rubbish in my brain..
my brain was blank at first an hour tuition time

nothing to write now..
haizzz...

hot whether in wednesday

today i go open my photo

and see all st john photo..

haha...

since 2006 until 2009...

i change alot in stjohn

not before silly type..

hahas..

alot memory for me..

happy unhappy..

that all memorize can be a video...

we got do some video at last year..

for the MP..

only describe 2009..

when see our

"silly face"

"serious face"

"happy face"

"sad face"

"angry face"

really change a lot..

even sometimes in stjohn quite unhappy..

but TEBRAU st john reallygive us a lot memory

even that all memory not at all is happy...

since 2006

i had learnt alot knowledge in stjohn..

wahaha

that is a good

"LEARNING WAY"

for me...

st john make my life colourful..

not black and whiteonly..

wahaha

even that logo colour is black and white...

still remember

FORM1 take asas

FORM2 take NCO exam

FORM3 take competition

FORM4 take _______

FORM5 take______

i still don't know ar..

hahas=D

see that all picture can think

about the feeling when we taking part

any competition or what..

seen like last year we get 180..

that process is hard to passed

argue..happy...quarrel..

all what also have...

that is a fixed process???

i think NOT lo..hahas...

and that all process ..

i got that all picture...

before we like a child..

hahas

that dj pb photo..

see once time...that feeling come back 1 time

i never forgot..when i keluar baris that felt

when boy take all champion and the overall..

what my felt..

i never forgot it...

keluar baris that time..only felt sad...

i only suffer my tear

don't come out first...

must walk to stjohn there just can cry...

if when i keluar baris cry....i think will let people laugh

i never forgot how many people sad..

how many people said us..

i thought no people will care us..

no...they are still caring us..

just thx them...

we not WIN forever...but we must try our best

must happy and enjoy that process

SAB~~~

i never think i win so happy.that trophy..

hahas...got better dont have????

erm...before i think no ...i better don't want take ..

no now le..passed..

how to fall down..how to up..

can't always don't want..right???

i remember what senior said...

that time let me knew..hehe

that feelinf weird when i take trophy..

my face---BLACK..

still can heard some people said

"wahh..finally get back the trophy"

so sarcastic...that word never defeat us...

hahas......passed passed...

=camp=

which also is terrible what

-asas camp-

-daerah camp-

-nco camp-

haha..

but can learn alot wor..

nice to said..

right????

okay^6^

i stop crapping...

stjohn got a lot memorize for us...

sometimes somewhere

first aid can save a life...

jia you ya^^

TEBRAU ST.JOHN always

are THE BEST^^

Be Kindly Monkey...

very early morning...
i had woke up at 7.30am...
waiting the NOOB girl...
wakao...didn't come .. didn't tell me..
harm me late go "training"
i quickly go taman...
luckily they start kawad already...
i can help until here only...
i just wish you good luck..my friend=D

now is saying about my feeling..
wakao...
please go find a BIG mirror
see WHO ARE YOU...
don't said your relationship quite good in that acqierement...
then you can said alot rubbish...
if you can better than the people..
i'll shut up...
but you CANNOT..
so please you shut up..
want said peoplee...can you don't so direct?
if i direct shoot you..you will happy...
no adj said about you..
NOOB this word you also can't use...
ruin about this word..


"before say people think who are you...you can do it?
if NoT...please SHUT UP..."

i know who treat me good,who treat me bad...
i got my eye to see...
if you treat bad to me or any my friend...
you wait die..
got people settle you ...you may wait!
you'll regreted before what you said people!

colourful monday

tiring.. today training again...black again..

lying on that field of green grass...

what a comfortable feeling...

that blue's cloud in the sky...

clear colour make me feel happyness..

chat with that bastard girl...

after training,i quickly went back to home...
hot siah...

walao

when i reached home ..

that cute dog..waiting for me..haha.

it harm me la...keep run here run there noise my sis woke up

took a nice bath..then went to kerrys ..

huhu...he'll came late..

waiting him..quite tired..

sleepy..sleep when i read book in popular lo..

finally he came..hehe...

terminator...nice movie...not teribble la..

who told me teribble ar...???=='

suddenly....."msn nudge...teng teng teng...teng teng teng"

that girl sms me...

how to help you??

this problem because of me..

never see this type person...

if she did it...you sure wil regret...

kns...

gal...
i wish you good luck...jia you...=D