school life again

meaningless stayed at school...
everytime everywhere in school
i just hoped the time pass flies...
i want to back home..
school is a demon place...
no fun for me...
at class better than go out...
step 1 of foot go out for my class's door
then sure got a lot unhappy happen on me...
i don't like to go out..

many thing don't know can tell who...
no people can tell...
double stressed now...
before 1 only...
i knew what is double stressed now already...
1-school life
2-family
my mum and sis dont knot when became so hate something ...
not before them...
i just worry worry and worry...
who can i tell about this?
no people..
i never tell any people...=(

i must think carefully...
what thing can do..?
what thing cannot do?
recently kept do wrong things...
i don 't know why also..
not me want also...
just my stupid brain ...
i worry this months,next month,next next month...
when can stop worrt this few months??
everyday think about this..
i will going mentally hospital soon...