Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Soon..

Spm 2010 result will be out of next Wednesday!
The result will be fixed when I get it
Even how I am unhappy or happy..
It will not change anymore
I'll be happy when I meet my friends and teachers!
3 months ..
I leave that school..3 months edi.. ishh!

I think a lot in this few days
my brain full of rubbish
my brain can be dustbin soon ..
I think alot of "why what how & if" !
Why I will study Smk Sri tebrau
Why I will join St.John
Why I will recognize you
What should I do
What my mind is thinking now
How I know
How to do
* No one can give me this answer
The one who can give me answer is ME
only me!!
I want to find this answer
But it's hard for me
............

This week!
school holidays for them
working day for me
I'll complain complain and complain
complain until I stop working =X
I always tell myself
"Not I don't want to stop, it's cannot"

I want to find something to do
and
let it be my part of life
Anything can do?
Except study!

shoot shoot shoot shoot!
I want to learn shooting!
It's my dream when I was Form 2!
but I think it's impossible =.=
Everyday think rubbish!

突然,想起当年是怎么一回事
当年有几久,没有很久
就只是几年前..那时,小小的我
没有很小,已经是中学
我的选择到底有没有错
其实 事实上 是没有错
但我心里就一直觉得我做错了
已经错到离谱
才会弄到自己这么烦
其实 答案很简单
就只是 要或不要
根本不需要婆妈不需要顾虑
但我还是想很多

这个礼拜 根本不是放假
根本不是放假
不是不是不是
因为大家都没有放假
大家都在忙自己的
大家都在过着自己的生活
大家都选择过自己的生活
很希望快点过掉这个礼拜
让我逃避这个礼拜
我讨厌这个礼拜
快点结束!

多几天
答案会出来
我会选择 放弃 或 要

working life is extremely tired!
Take care
Drink more water
this is for myself! =)

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