It's September :(

I feel CNY is coming soon and 2012 also
Is it the end world on next year ?
Just the silly movie make everyone to worry about that
What you will do and who will beside you when world end ?
Just do what you like =)

I sleep at midnight everyday since last day of my semester exam
Even morning just sleep
Not I don't want to rest
It is my stupid brain which does not want to rest
But I will tired like hell in the afternoon
Just take few hours nap
I feel wasting my life when I have nothing to do
I can stay at room and lie on bed 6hours from 12pm-6pm
Time is gold ? My time is shit

Future always is an unpredictable
You will not know what will happen next seconds
You may die next second
You may happy next second
You may lost one relative or one friend next second
This is called life !!

You can't control people behavior and people minds
And
I can't read people minds !!
Don't ask me what why which when how
I have no ideas for everything

My life had changed


For that
I hope that I do the decision which is correct
I believe my eyes and heart
My life may be more wonderful since I step into this world =p

For life
I have no ideas about that
I will try to make it more wonderful and wonderful
I will try to make it colorful and nicer
I will do it own self
18 years ... I realize this world which is realistic and selfish
But Im okay with it !!
Just accept what u have ba
All is Fate =)

Hospital attachment is coming soon
Actually I'm afraid it
I feel timid when I'm alone
How come ?
I hope that attachment time will pass quickly
it will be nicer , right ?

I feel that I'm brave when I'm alone sometime
Driving alone on night
I have a little scare and drive very carefully
But im okay =)

5 science 1 2010
I miss them
Last year during this time
We just finish our trials exam
we study together
The feeling is nice !! I miss it =(
Indeed , I miss my secondary life so much

Tomorrow is Baby Yeva birthday
Don't know what gift for her
She will stand and walk about 10 steps now
She really drive me crazy this few weeks
She see me everytime !!!
Change diapers
Bath bath
Eating
Washing butt butt
I did those
Fully nanny =(
Free of charge !!!!

Make your choice
Death or Live !!!
This sentence is so cool !!!

No internet yet
So pity me =(
I can bloggie now
It is my luck hahha

Bye bloggie !!!
Do something in your life !!!