Saturday, December 31, 2011

Last day of 2011

31 December 2011
Normally I have nothing to say or comment about this day
this just a normal day for me
I really hope that 2012 will be better than 2011
2012 , please be good :)
okay ?
I just hope that everything is fine

其实总的来说
好没有很好
坏也没有很坏
只是处于中等型
这365天 最最最最最好的日子 就只有那么一天
就是我拿SPM成绩的日子
还有5天 就是 美好和开心的出街日
20/30多天 就是和熊猫姐姐 出去的日子
感谢她带我在这一年的日子 可以笑得那么灿烂
然后其它未知数的日子 算来算去 就是这样
没什么特别
我能记得 这5天 和 20/30多天 已经很厉害了
不错重要日子

其实我很想做不让自己后悔的事情
可是要怎样
我自己都不会
我妈 说的对
他生我 可是忘记生胆
胆小 到 比 蚂蚁还小

我的new year eve在家对着电脑 说happy new year
跟以往一样
以前也是开着电脑做这样的事
我在等奇迹发生
等不到也没关系
这就是命
要任命
2012 会是全新的年

没话题
会很尴尬
我已经快要变哑巴了
不懂为什么 当我想象 那个画面时
我就感觉到
我的脑袋在放空
变哑吧
为什么啊?
还有我很喜欢作多余的事
好管闲事
明明就不管我的事
我还是要去帮忙
明明就可以不用帮
我还是要帮
我好像广播员
爽爽就对电话 打广告
让外国人知道malaysia的状况

Mr.simple
Let me tell you
I believe that my 2012 will be better
Anyway, I hope that my wishes will come true :)

No matter what the surrounding change
My heart never change

Happy New Year :)
New Year
New Life
New Chapter
New Character
Goodbye 2011
Hello 2012 =)

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Merry Christmas '11

2 days 1 night camp on 19 & 20 December (last week)
It was fun and nice
Yea , make a lot of friends
play a lot of games
Gain a lot of injured !
Muscle-ache
Body-ache

Yesterday I just realize that I wasted my first week of holidays
I really do nothing for my holidays
I totally didnt touch my books and presentations stuff
today I just start my presentation
My eyes are tired because of sitting in front of computer
1st week of holidays
I never hang out for meeting anyone
Suddenly I became "house-girl"
Staying at home everyday

25 December 2011
Hang out with family on Christmas Eve
Pulai Spring Buffet
Turkey :)
I did not plan my Christmas countdown
Just simple countdown
Staying at home so many days on first week of holidays
I decided that I wanna hang out on 25 for whole day
I just meet my dad and aunty for lunch and booking air tickets to Sarawak
We will fly over to Sarawak for our Chinese New Year next year

I met my sister gang after that
How long we never go out together ?
I really dont know .
I can't count it
It should be super super long
Hmm.. Should be 1 or 2 years
Chitchat non stop ..
Nice gathering :)

Went party on Night
Always had fun with animal gang
Eat Laugh Play Talk
Same as previous year
Exchange gift
Same as last year
I got chocolate again
But I exchange to Photo Frame
Nothing special reason
The photo frame is cute :)

I feel changing my Sony phone !
Always off phone ..
I gonna crazy about that stupid phone =3
During urgent time, my phone totally cannot on
I feel super annoying sometime ! :(
But I not really feel changing phone also
that should be my last keypad phone ..
It has many photos and memories inside the phone

Starbucks
Yea , addicted in Starbucks
Just went Johor Premium Outlet
Actually I dont really feel going
I'm super tired and sleepy
I knew that I have nothing to buy
I just wanna to drink Starbucks!
The queue looks like can get free coffee
long ........ I wait almost half and hour !!
Those adults just order as they like
Rm98.90 !!
When I pass the receipt to them ..
They just "wow".. so expensive !!
Sometime I rather save money to drink Starbucks =P
It is really nice !! <3

Tomorrow will be better :)
I believe
Please wish me can dream well tonight
yesterday , had nightmare !
saw ghost in dream ..
When I woke up from the nightmare
I dont dare to go toilet
what the ....

Just smile as much as u can
that's life :)
nice song .. ho ho ho
All I want Christmas is U

good night , worlds
Merry X'mas
ennn , same .. u too

Sunday, December 18, 2011

December 2010 =)

Yea ! Having holidays now
Just a short break for this time holidays
2 weeks
This holidays suppose to let us study and do our presentation thinggy
But I feel that I just forget about it ?!
Christmas mood!! :)

Having 2days 1night camp at my current school on Monday and Tuesday
Mentor-ship camp
I feel that I'm old
Can I dont participate this camp ?
Please return me money =(
I dont feel playing games
It's super exhausted! =3
Hope I will enjoy to the max
I have no participate any camp in school for one year ++ edi
Feel lazy and weird
Maybe it's different country different place and different people..

This holidays may spend infinity money
Money is so important for me NOW !
I really not enough money for spending
I will start to save money if I can
I want to buy DSLR .. seriously
"Mummy , I want DSLR" I said
"You use money to buy la!" She said
I just immediately silence myself :(
I want to go oversea for my Clinical attachment
8k sgd ... save money bah ...
I dont want to buy any unnecessary thing ...
Hope I can do it :)

I just went Orchard road yesterday
I did not buy anything
Just wanna feel the Christmas air
Crowded sia !
Friday really make my day :)
I wait the time pass at Starbucks
There is the only place to let me sit for long hours
I'm not that rich =3
Midnight just reach home
I'm exhausted but I'm happy :)

I am not kids anymore
teenager ; adult
yea, I'm !
I know what I do
I know what I think
I just dont know how to make a good decision sometime
Please guide me when I lost
You dont know what will happen in the next second
Just do what u want to do
Just do what u like
Please cherish your life at every moment
We have no any chances to get back what we want
Human, dont always do something that you will regret
What u wanna say , just speak it out
Dont make something that you will regret ...

I found that I'm super timid
What I want to do
I dont dare
What I want to say
I dont dare
Hiding the feeling in heart every time
That may make me fed up
Sometime I really hope that I can speak it out !
In the past, I'm like that
Now, remain the same
Useless...

Now
I'm looking forward Christmas
After that is Chinese New year
Then Chingay
Last my long holidays
I never look forward my exam !! hahahaa

Jingle Bell
Jingle Bell
I want a Christmas present from who I want
Can ?
Good Night , worlds
Tomorrow will be better :)

Monday, December 12, 2011

Holidays mode on ! hahahaa

My holidays mode On start from last week =p
I'm looking forward my 2 weeks holidays
Looking forward to meet my Gangs !!
and
Settle my presentation and exam thinggy ! ( T.T )
Christmas mode on also !! hahaha
Actually nothing special for this year also
As same as before :) Just hope that my life will not dull

I like to do 2 things in my life
1) Eating !
2) Sleeping !
That's why my weight never decrease xD
We have to eat as much as we can
That's life!! :)

Clinical attachment schedule is out
Crashing my time to Bali trip
It's killing me and make me imbalance..
If I go my attachment early
I have to sacrifice my trip
If I go my attachment late
I need to stay alone
..............................................
What should I do ?

This semester module are quite hard
Biology , Pharmacology , Childbearing(pregnancy) , Sociology
Nursing skill
They know me , but I dont know
I just pass my test last week
1 test = 3 pimples
@!$#@%$#%$^%$&^%&^%!@# !
I gonna crazy !!
Feel going to shopping ..
Money can u drop from sky ?
Can my daddy has one money machine at home ?
I always think that my money can save alot
My money keep decreasing then end up ----- negative
It's because I keep eating and playing
I dont want to buy anything for this new year......
I want to go Taiwan , Hong Kong , Thailand , Australia , Japan !!
This is what I dream
One more thing , I want DSLR ...
*** Dreaming *___*

最终 我还是觉得我活在过去
中学的生活永远都是美好的
不论 是在那里 和谁
都很有意义
现在 的生活是为未来而活
并不是想象的美好
只有为未来 而并
没错 就是想念过去
没怎么样
就只是单纯的想到 以前的生活
现在的日子 当然不如 从前 想做什么就做什么
做事情前 一定要三思
这是我学到的 :)
不是一句对不起 能解决所有事情
不是一句原谅 就能彻底的忘记
人生的道理 永远学不完
但我们要知道 尊敬 这字眼
不论对 老少大小 都要学会用它

看开 一点 生活会过得好一点 :)
但并不代表 所有的一切 都能改变
心里的那个 根 不是要 切除 就 切除
除非 真的有一把 锋利的刀 把它给割除
那就 真的是完全 产草除根
人要学会往前看
不要后退
因为那只会让你 过的 不那么愉快

明天会更好
现在的日子 我很开心 :)

Good night , worlds !!

Sunday, December 4, 2011

study mode please on ! =(

December
2 more weeks holidays !!
before holidays, those presentation stuff and exam are killing me
I think I will be crazy on January
Every week has exam and presentation
I really dont dare to think about January
Exam Exam Exam Exam Exam = crazy T.T

All subjects are as hard as I cannot understand
Biology .. I really dont know what are you talking about !
pharmacology .. drug drug drug this this that that .. !@$#@%#%$#^%%
Today I just read through all the medication
They make my day !!
End up .. I cannot remember all still !!!
SO MANY ~
Tuesday exam , please let me pass :(
Why they are so hard to understand ?
They know me, but I dont know them
I read thousand times edi
I still cannot understand 0.O
It's okay
Maybe my brain is slow to absorb all that
take my time ~

1st time I'm so obedient to stay at home during weekend in this semester
Now I can realize that stay at home on Saturday
It's wasting time
Study = no study
It's because study thousand times .. I still dont understand
I feel using my head to bang the wall !
Feel crying ......
It's okay ... Try to catch up as much as I can
Try my best :)

咳嗽 伤风一星期了
还是没有好
真的是不懂在咳什么
差不多要把那个肺 咳出来了
在学校 一直强逼自己不要睡觉
可是做不到
那个伤风药 和 咳嗽药水
真的是要命
3分钟 就见效
天气冷 伤风
天气了 发热
我都不会了...
无言以对

今天真的是无聊到暴
看着那些书
就只是想睡觉
将多药 根本读不完
只希望考试 顺顺利利
考官 请不要挑难我
不要问我难难的问题
这个Semester
其实我真的很想撞墙
没有一科是我觉得容易的
不管了 走一步 算一步

12月了
2011 就要结束了
想一想 这一年来 做了什么东西
其实并没有作什么特别的事
感觉游手好闲 好吃懒做
玩了一整年
多数的人 人生才刚开始
我就好像跟人家倒反
很多事情 不是说你要就要
不要就不要
很多事 有不到自己来选
是命运选你
不是你选命运

慢慢的 我了解了这一切
很多事 不是由我们来控制的
一切就顺其自然
不要求多

笑 并不代表你真的开心
哭 并不代表你真的伤心
人就是这样
你了解了吗 ?

我还是一样 没有变 :)
嗯 就因为习惯
他人说 是时候变了
但 最终 还是做不到
试了 但失败
就让这种生活 持续下去
对我 会比较好吧

It's time to sleep :)
Recently , I'm addicted in Super Junior
Their dance is so cool and nice <3
love it ..
Good Night , Worlds :)
Ya.. U too