Sunday, December 4, 2011

study mode please on ! =(

December
2 more weeks holidays !!
before holidays, those presentation stuff and exam are killing me
I think I will be crazy on January
Every week has exam and presentation
I really dont dare to think about January
Exam Exam Exam Exam Exam = crazy T.T

All subjects are as hard as I cannot understand
Biology .. I really dont know what are you talking about !
pharmacology .. drug drug drug this this that that .. !@$#@%#%$#^%%
Today I just read through all the medication
They make my day !!
End up .. I cannot remember all still !!!
SO MANY ~
Tuesday exam , please let me pass :(
Why they are so hard to understand ?
They know me, but I dont know them
I read thousand times edi
I still cannot understand 0.O
It's okay
Maybe my brain is slow to absorb all that
take my time ~

1st time I'm so obedient to stay at home during weekend in this semester
Now I can realize that stay at home on Saturday
It's wasting time
Study = no study
It's because study thousand times .. I still dont understand
I feel using my head to bang the wall !
Feel crying ......
It's okay ... Try to catch up as much as I can
Try my best :)

咳嗽 伤风一星期了
还是没有好
真的是不懂在咳什么
差不多要把那个肺 咳出来了
在学校 一直强逼自己不要睡觉
可是做不到
那个伤风药 和 咳嗽药水
真的是要命
3分钟 就见效
天气冷 伤风
天气了 发热
我都不会了...
无言以对

今天真的是无聊到暴
看着那些书
就只是想睡觉
将多药 根本读不完
只希望考试 顺顺利利
考官 请不要挑难我
不要问我难难的问题
这个Semester
其实我真的很想撞墙
没有一科是我觉得容易的
不管了 走一步 算一步

12月了
2011 就要结束了
想一想 这一年来 做了什么东西
其实并没有作什么特别的事
感觉游手好闲 好吃懒做
玩了一整年
多数的人 人生才刚开始
我就好像跟人家倒反
很多事情 不是说你要就要
不要就不要
很多事 有不到自己来选
是命运选你
不是你选命运

慢慢的 我了解了这一切
很多事 不是由我们来控制的
一切就顺其自然
不要求多

笑 并不代表你真的开心
哭 并不代表你真的伤心
人就是这样
你了解了吗 ?

我还是一样 没有变 :)
嗯 就因为习惯
他人说 是时候变了
但 最终 还是做不到
试了 但失败
就让这种生活 持续下去
对我 会比较好吧

It's time to sleep :)
Recently , I'm addicted in Super Junior
Their dance is so cool and nice <3
love it ..
Good Night , Worlds :)
Ya.. U too

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