thursday..

i can't be the first ...
forever cannot...
erm...
never mind...
that is not a competition...just a phychological warfare vs ME..
i defeat it...even i didn't be the first..
first treat me not to important now...
i already forgot and forgive...
don't know why...
start from this time..
my soul became wise...
maybe this is a believe ...

sometime my friend ask me...
u are believe???
erm..i will said :"ya"
this time also..."ya"
because from this time experiment..i aldready learnt it...
but i never said i want going on that experiment...
never mind...that experiment carry out already...
what can i do and what can i said..??

first time no feel....that's not me..before i sure angry ..
a bit feeling also don't have...haha...

miss monkey happy forever...
monkey playful forever

terrible week

wohowohwoh...
quite breathing difficult...
my mum should kill me after i get result
god.....cannot...i cannot stop that things...

huhu!!!
today add math paper1...
thought have give formula...
how come..???didnt gave...
huhu.....
add math don't know formula..
forgot clear...
this time add math ----DIE

BIO 2...
that structure question and essay hard till.........haven!
essay just do 1 only...another don't knoww how to do...
hard ar....tomorrow sitting on physic paper...
hard too...
lucky only physic..can focus on 1 subject today...

yesterday use 7pm-12am study add math...
mid night 4am woke up continues study..
crazying----quite tired..

i going to sleep now...
erm ..and wish who sitting on exam..jia you..

exam time..???i don't think so..

tiring....playing..training..studying..
hehe...
playing...fun siah...
training...tired siah...
studying...lame siah...

this week is hard subject week...
but me and my friends..same like finish exam already...
all didnt study..
my bio havent touch it ar..
wait die..

today tuition physic and add math..
quite hard..
suddenly felt add math and physic hard like shit...
huhu....crazy-ing in tuition...
joanne and me..dun siah..wahaha...
tomoro math paper...not yet revision too..
later just revision..huhu..

my hand pain siah...
quite pain...that "PUMPING" ..huhu....
haha...i try to solve it..
just can say jia you to me and you..haha...

bye bye...eating book later...nite nite

writing wednesday

today 2paper of chemistry 2 and history 2..
huhu..
history 2...that essay...wait die ..
pass pass pass niah..huuhuu````
chemistry just okok...not pro..not poor...
hahas...hope can pass too...

tomorrow still is chemistry...
objective and experiment-report....

today write the chemistry essay
until my blue no ink...
pity...

today have a suck things!
hu!!!!!
what a small leg human!
cannot use human describe that person..
is use animal...!!lousy animal...
worm....follow follow follow...

you got eye stare at me...
i have too ..okay..
suck animal suck worm....
no people same like u lo..
same with yean ling say ---ren zha!unhuman!!!!

u are small leg only..go away..and no need to help someone...
please use your brain what can do..what cannot do..
how many years old????
u think u are 5years old..??
5years old's little girl or boy clever than u too ...
pity for you...

exam-ing

during exam or exam coming soon
half and more in my msn's friends title sure will put
"exam coming soon" "study now" "exam quite hard"
even me wrote too...
today sitting on exam of history objective
erm...actually is easy..but i forgot some ..
so get 20/40 only...
sad..no bah..
happy...no bah
just be normal

tomorrow paper is history 2 and chemistry 2
history 2 need to write essay and structure question
chemistry 2 need to write essay and structure question
huhu..my brain going to burst

i must study hard..
just can get my target..
but sometime i quite lazy wor..
jia you only lo..

many people told me..
must balance must balance..
haiyo
quite hard arrange lo..
the time tight tight tight...huhu

going to tuition soon
bye bye...
need to eat many knowledge...
hehe...

disspointed to MYSELF

other people can do this...
other people can do that...
other can do..why i cannot?
because i m "monkey"..???
so hate this life...
may i stop?may i stop?
tiring......

some people say "i duwan"
some people say "i cannot"
i said "i duwan"---fail
i said "i cannot"---fail
what can i say and i stand?
can i fall down..then no need up again..
u tell me..can i??????

what is the feeling now?
lanngar wall....die for me is better than after i going cry!


i still need handle exam....
if my result drop by behind...
no hope...no hope...
that time is my mother force me to lanngar wall...
what can i do????
i hate this life...make me difficult breathing...
unhappy on this few day and this months...
i think i never truth happy on this months...
accept...?
face ---accept
heart---hard to accept...
u all think me don't want accept...
is the social make me scared...
how i accept?
find phychology???useless la....
dissapointed to myself...
useless of me...sucks life sucks thing....

some people can regret what they do...
i don't have this chance let me regret something...
what i decided now??
feel gonna give up...
give up ar....stop crap la...my brain...
hate this social!!!!!hate this life!!!!
no people can save me...
useless of me...............

no mood to take part tomorrow exam paper...
let my english paper FAIL....
thx god!!!

---something i hate---

today sitting on exam first day=='
pendidikan sivik and BC2...
sivik
1hour30minutes
i used 45minutes done...
another 45minutes rest awhile...
when hand in the exam paper..
i very confuse i have done last section on paper?
i still confuse-ing ..because i quite tired
during i doing my exam paper...
BC2
hard hard hard...
wen yan wen!!!hard ya...
all hope on my paper1 now...
huhu^^

today train something^^
huhu.....broken...
hehe...i and saman success half...quite happy...
now x power...starting only..
hope can maintain lo...
huhu^^

just now saw some people blog...
quite beh son
have a people keep "crapped the horse butt" to a person...
the person quite happy still said thx
the people sure quite know succes crapped the horse butt lo...
beh song...
u this PEOPLE
u wait..u wating for me...
if u do something to me and MY BEST FRIEND
i sure kill you until die!
don't make us angry..this not jealous and envy...

huhu...
tomorrow have BM paper..
i go eating book now...
after that dreaming of YOU...
bye bye...

my mood not monkey now```

tomorrow exam?
i think is next week just sitting on exam..
how come?
x power study
x force study
=='
switch on computer...nothing to play...
nothing to chat..
just type noobie-stying.blogspot.com writing blog...
boring life now...
four four four already...

just now open the book
that book see me...
i see the book...
i wanna rest awhile ...
that eye don't want rest...
how come?
stress for exam..i don't think so lo...
this week exam subject..lame lo...
next week just excited..wahaha...

my mummy ...every day nag me...
haiyo...very sien ..very boring...
at home so boring...
i think after this week i just have that power study lo..
i can't suffer this feeling...teribble and scary...huuuhuuu~~~

my learning way------------------dissappear soon...try to find back...

tell me why..

that feeling...
sucks!!
blur..confuse...
hey...
tell me...
i blur now...

study can make me concentrade only..
if i doing other thing...just make my brain confuse..
i really cannot suffer this life..
hard to suffer...
unhappy's me...
haiz...when can be well ?
when can no need suffer it?
when can stop thinking negative?
hard to stop..hard to try...

where can let me hide there ..no need appears...
where where where?
i need to hide a long time....
hu....

this life not suitable me...

huhu...
yesterday go SG..
i go with family..^^
tiring~~~~~walk walk walk...
mrt mrt mrt...bus bus bus...
hot ar...
what the WHETHER!hot like shit...
huhu...sweat sweat..gao wei dao~~
just hoped raining...raining..
after that...go BUGIS...junction..
worhoo..finally have airson...i love it^^
nice siah..
shoping lo..
i want buy bottle ar...
purple colour purple colour...
worhoo...happy...
wahhzzz
SG very small niah...
meet senior jia yin them at bugis MRT..8pm++...
just said hi to them..then gone..
i want to woo that MRT ar...wahaha..cannot chat more...
on the way went to custom...sleep time..
tired siah...wahaha...dreaming...^^
38 la...sot plug...
custom no people wor..no need Q..happy
10++ just at home..faster bath fatster dry hair..faster sleep


today morning woke up decided don;t want to go school...
go school also nothing to do..
stay at home study my chemistry better than go school..
not me lazy...is my mum said ok de...
i must study well...this is a promise ...
sien...still depend wanna go to tuition later or not... that is a extra class ...

i still cannot habit this life..
i have to try...
i need to try...
i must to try...
how come???
focus on my study
concentrade on my exam...
jia you myself...huhu=='

worhooooo^__^////

happy birthday to myself
wahaha...
although 7 unhappy...
8 cannot unhappy...
whole morning...no the birthday feeling...
during latihan...also don have...
haiyo...
whole morning boring boring...
didnt laugh ..have smile only~~

after training ..
with NCO ate lunch at 9zhou..
wahaha...have cake neh~~~
chocolate cake..wahaha
before that day is jelly cake..
FAT le FAT le..nvm...
1 year once niah~~~
after that go tuition...
still need to tuition...
pity niah..wahaha
thx thx thx...thx u all..wahaha

before birthday i get a good present^^

today 7 lo..
happy???sure...cos birthday tomoro...
birthday sure is happy ^^
happy birthday to you ..mah...
so..birthday sure nid to happy..
last week that birthday celebrate i will remember it^^

today i get a good present before i birthday...
wahaha...
==i sad i sad...i QUITE sad...==
wht can i do???
just follow..
i cannot do what...becos i still young...
this sad birthday...i hate!!
that feel i hate..!!
even i happy happy tomoro...
but i still wont forgot this present...

not i escape...really not...really not...
i m not this person...but that feeling...
tell me...i try to solve le...
all is fate?????all is fate?????
can i rise up say "i duwan?"
may i??may i???
i think i cannot ...becos...i don have any stand place...
i just can follow...i just can follow...

2++hours coming soon~~~
countdown...
i get a good present...
what is my wish now??
i wish every day..i wish in front of god...
also = 0 useless...

just can follow...u say 1..then i 1...u say 2 then i 2..
okay???nth to discus...
i accept...

读书的感觉

海哟~~
读书的感觉
读书的感觉

读了这么多天的书
我终于感觉到我有读书了
因为今天读书的感觉就是
----临时抱佛脚----

很多科目还没读啊````
每天都在读physic...
BIO动都没有动到啊。。~~~
死了啦

这次考试只求及格
不求什么了

还有一个礼拜的冲刺
一定要快点吃多点书
累到我啊。。。
我要睡睡了
是累的咯我的眼睛.....gud nitez....^^

yorhooo...

BBQ...BBQ...BBQ

A Very Early Morning...

10.30A.M...Meet at Giant~
Buy thing Buy thing...
wah..
l/cpl Tan become Auntie le lo..
save save save...what also save..
actually me too^^

hehe...wah...tiring~

still need to go pasar buy fruit neh...

RAINING~~~OMG...

How to BBQ?How to Play GAME?

How to this How to That...

wahaha...Rain A while ..Happy...can see again---BIG SUN

busy-ing busy-ing..

rest rest rest...
2pm le...we haven't eat lunch..we calling delivery...

hungry...

that noob delivery 3++pm just arrived...

we faster eat eat eat...

we faster settle settle settle..

starting busy ...so fast...4++pm ~

CHEF cook le...
luckily I m NOT the CHEF...

If a i m The CHEF..my mouth sure Non-STOP-.-//

I also prepare my game...

hard to prepapre lo.

i need to hide something..

they keep at outside..hard to hide..

wahaha...when they didnt mention me...

i starting hide "precious"

wahaha....
so far...7++pm..START ... funny siah...all people ate table food only...

didnt use stick to bake chicken wing...

worhoo~~~We Are BIG FAMILY

After that..We enjoy-ing in GAME...

Tired Game..

They keep ASK ASK ASK...

seek precious~~~hehe....

they are very clever lo...

wahaha...when sa them keep findind and keep use brain..

nice siah...wahaha...i and yean ling are organizer~~
finish game..then is freedom time...

NO>.<

still playing "water"----champagne

jia jun,yean ling is lost control..

wahaha...i also didnt lose them lo..

i go "play" yean ling TEAM...

wakaka ...

my body sweet sweet..gao wei >.<

WHAT A SUPRISE...?????

really is suprise lo...

when senior wei jiun and sgt ask me go out..

i think, i m doing something wrong again...

then...i sit on the gate...

senior Adrian ask me about the SAB wor...

i told him about the result lo..

then he keep shake hand with me..

tiring~~~all people came out..

i chase them go back...cos all people around here..

how i talk with sgt neh?

suddenly...yean ling like a lion...sing..happy birthday song..

then..i havent see anything...a slice cake on my face...

whole face is cream...gao wei again!!!

teribble ==

thx a lot lo..

SENIOR...Sergeant..Cpl..L/Cpl...And AHLI...

wahaha...suprise birthday...

teribble birthday

and Happy 16th Birthday~~~^^