Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Chapter 1

What is the definition of "brave"?
How you define this word?
I still really cannot get this answer
I always tell people that I scared this and that
Most of the people will reply
"Can you tell me what you don't scare?"
From this sentence
I know that I'm useless...

I know right
Need to step into this place
How much brave I need to bring it in
Definitely not 100%
Just try to adapt as what they say
"take it easy"
"take your time"
"dont think so much"
"its okay, they are human too"
"dont worry"
"you can do it & you must do it"
"everything will be fine"
Indeed, actually im not really counselled successful by them

Trying is the only way that I can do
It's not easy
but what to do?
I can't anyhow give up since im on this track
Stepping into there just hope the time will flash quickly
End of that, I tell myself
"yah, im alive!"
This is how silly I did

Sleeping time less than 3 hours
and I can still stand until now
How much Panadol I need to consume in this attachment
Say "no" to this week
The temperature signal is on again...
This is what I deserve actually
Dont get enough sleep and end up increasing temperature again


I know some of them worry also
sincerely, regards..
Luckily not everyone throw me into tong sampah
and
treat me like a kid who no one cares
I know right
There are still have many people care me..
Receiving her called during lunch time
She is the one who always will care me
Just make me feel that I'm not inside the dustbin and no one cares
Always being a kid in front of her
Crying, laughing & throw anger
Sincerely thanks that im having such a good sis in my life

Need some nature air to breath into my brain and lungs
Fresh air could provide clear mind
Seriously, I need a rest...
It's a rest, not holidays
Stressful life in this city will drive me mad one day



Trying to update this blog frequently





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