Monday, January 7, 2013

Fearful

Living almost 20 years
Just scared this kind of things
how useless am i
Almost get into depression..
Counselled by many people
&
it doesn't work
can tell me what's going on?
I know right
This is part of my life that i need to go through
and this is my job also

Actually I really know
I just cannot overcome it
Who is going to save me..
No one, right?
Even she talked to me a lot
I still feel like not going and just want to escape it
I keep telling myself
I can't be so irresponsible
This is my job
I must do it

Have to wake up at 430am plus
how I'm going to sleep today?
Before that, i never ever think so much
and I'm trying to avoid it

Pray hard.........

Life is like a railway
Keep going on...


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