freaking busy life recently
My 2012 ain't perfect but it was awesome
Can't really recall what I had been for the previous year
but I believed that I was happy every moment and even every seconds in the past
Had been busy almost half of the year for my sister wedding in 2012
When the busy moment around there, the time passed like a rocket
Like to question myself everytime
1) What I want actually?
2) Why I must study so much?
2) Why I must study so much?
I really have no idea what I want actually
Just follow the pathway that people had plan for me
People ask me to study nursing course
I just follow the instruction
Stepping into the healthcare life
It's not really easy
Welcome a new birth, elderly face any disease & leave one of the family member in this world
this is a life cycle
No one can escape it
Always telling myself "Cherish your life, you may not know what will happen in the next seconds"
What for I must study so much
is it because of money?
No working , No money?
Just want a better life?
Someone, please tell me
Year 2 is going to end soon
Year 3 is coming down here
Almost end my study life
Dont feel like stepping into that society life
Too complicated
i always tell myself
dont worry about your future, it hasn't come yet
just live your present and make it the best
People asked me
"What you did in 2012?"
"nothing..."
Last time, she told me
you don't plan for yourself
No one will plan for you
so, I have planned what I want to do for this year
expensive planning
2013
Ended my teen age
no more fifteen, seventeen and eighteen
Going to 20
Cannot get used it
After 17, the age increased like flashing
Ended my secondary school life
like no direction everyday
This is what people said "Without direction living in this world"
Meaningless....
I really hope that I can go back to my secondary school
Flashing these picture sometime
Can see how much I miss my previous life
Secondary school life is the best in my life
I can't find any interesting matter right now
生存下来就只是因为想生存
What's the point? No point actually
I also hope that I really know what I want
Have no dream also
*shaking head
When you are affected easily by some one, this is how much you care
Be silent better than talking non stop
Being silence doesn't always means yes
Sometimes it means "im tired of explaining"
sigh, if can just anyhow disappear in this world
Just nice....
Time to sleep
hecking day
fever, flu, leg pain, back pain, eyes pain
All come together and say hello to me
One more day attachment for this week
Be smoothed please
This is what I want for 2013:
1) Happy
2) Healthy
3) Happy again......
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