彻底绝望

凭什么?
我又不是什么
聪明人
厉害人
大美人
大学生
没资格 就是 没资格
无需知道
我只不过是个平凡人
周莹莹 在做莫你?
看清清楚楚啦
知道你看清楚几千次了
但看清楚没有用
要看得懂
看清楚看不懂 一样等于零
除了 笨 和 蠢 这两个字
可以形容你
你已经配不上任何一个字了
得空就去拿你的脑 scan scan一下
看到底是什么问题
为什么脑袋会这么笨?
没有人逼你
是你自己要这么笨
到底是什么造成你这么笨?!
时间久了
不一定能证明什么
但一定能看透什么
请问你证明了什么? 答案 没有
那又请问你看透了什么? 答案 一样没有
吃屎 吃屎 你去吃屎
什么都没有
没有必要在原地踏步
去想想看 自己的未来的路要怎么走
不是什么东西都等人帮你安排
没有人会帮你安排好一切
没有人会帮你铺好路
去想想 你到底要的是什么
生活是自己的
不要跟着别人的脚步走
不要活在人家的圈子里
不属于你的地方 终究不属于你
不是什么事情塌下来都把它当被盖
你不可能盖一辈子
你不可能永远都那么无忧无虑

到底谁能救救我

累

weak

生病记
真不明白为什么每次生病的时候都是wrong timing
上个礼拜 考试流鼻水
这个礼拜 喉咙痛
痛到 还有痒到 ~ 受不了
什么办法都用尽了
都不管用
打给老妈子 叫她帮我解决我的喉咙痒
直接中她骂个够够力
然后还叫我去看医生
不对勒 现在不可以看 要等拜三
拜三怎样爬 都回爬回去我的国家
看医生都要等时辰 我都不懂我是什么人来的

一直拜 拜 拜
这也拜 那也拜
就是忘记拜个 身体健康
哎呀 其实也是自己活该
不要早睡
不要休息多点
不要喝多点水
什么食物都吃
要不生病 我看很难咯
还有 真的不懂有谁会讲自己活该
现在才来灌水
然后厕所不懂上了几千次
可是一切都太迟了
喉咙还是一样 又痛又痒
还有一点 我最不明白!
做莫那些咳到半死的人还这么喜欢抽烟
在咳嗽期间我嗅到烟味 真的是不顶啊!
这些heavy smoker 有时我真的很想把你们的烟丢进厕所马桶
拉水 一冲就冲得无影无踪


可以快点拜五吗?
Ikr 今天才拜一
以前勒 就常常拜五就冲回去
有目的的回去
现在勒 回去好像没地方可去
读书的读书
做工的做工
我看啊
再这样下去  我一定变宅女

倒数14天实习
才第一天 我就开始倒数了
到底有谁会像我这样白痴?
自己讲自己爽
说实话 我真的很累
我要来个大休假
好让我自己 好好休息 好好找回自己
真的很累...
读书累
心累
脑累
精神累
真想找个地方 躲在那
不必出来 不需应酬不必要的应酬
我要睡觉去了 真是累到我
脚要断了
脑要缺氧了

Awful

what things can make people become more degraded?
Thought that human will upgrade himself/ herself rather than degrade, right?
lol
Some how people like to say if u like the person, you will like his or her everything
even he or she get a fart to u, it's doesn't matter to u also
uhhh! sibeh disgusting when i saw some posts
well you are not in the list anymore
but I dont know why your post still appear on my new feeds
I will unsubscribe u
Why everyone must change for you?
and you are not the one who change for others
It's unfair!

Lucky I don't need to see you in my life anymore
please go and upgrade yourself
It's awful, kay
Even you are clever in every aspect or knowledgeable but you are still a shit
It's because you don't even know how to coordinate yourself
sometime I really feel sad for those who concern you
They just wasted their time to care about you
You dont even know a single thing in this society
because you never ever stay out before
please dont live in the baby world
grow up please

There always have right and wrong timing
I think it's the right timing for me this time
lol
I believed that it's not wrong timing anymore
Anyway I know that I sure can cope
Just depend on myself whether want to cope
Wasted so much time and it's exhausted lol

Chatting with my younger cousin for so many hours yesterday
I just realize that he grew up ady
not the lil the boy that I know
and he kept saying "He is 19 this year" and "I am 20 this year"
Dont anyhow feel that there's lonely without girlfriend, kay
The night is still young lol
If you keep complaining that you dont have girlfriend
and I think plenty of people in this world need to complain also
Dont need to envy those sweet couples also lah
It's normal that couples will sweet what
If the couples are not sweet at all
Can you consider them as couples? so cute
If you have girlfriend next time, others will envy you also
I really dont understand that why I want to counsel him about this lol
I also need people to counsel me as well
If not I will feel so unbalance that I counsel him but no one counsel me hahaha

It will come one day
Just the time haven't reached yet
understand?

最讨厌因寂寞而找爱情的人

这些人真他妈的烦

你不知爱情是个很好玩的玩意儿吗

你不要时 它偏偏找你 你要时 它偏偏不让你找上

不知什么是顺其自然

请你不要再去伤害那些无知的少女

脑袋生草哦你?

有时觉得你真的是他妈的犯贱

吃屎可能会让你清醒些

醒醒啊你

老天 请帮帮忙 把所有的烦人 统统赶走

不要常常把别人当后背胎

女人

都会变作家或诗人

当他们情绪少许低落时

有时真受不了女人

无奈地摇着头***

Choices

Am I too nerd? lol
Why everyone go KL become so different?
Should I choose kl last time?
I wondered this question so long
and no one can answer me
Maybe Im too envy their lifestyle
freedom
as what my sister said
"去KL的人都会变得很野"
but i think that's depending on their personality also
their life is more fun
Can go and play everywhere every time

Maybe I dont know what's KL life before
but now I know ady
I have a little bit regretted that I never go there
Whatever course
I should go there and try
JB is freaking boring
10 people
9 people go KL
1 people go singapore
The only thing we like Singapore which is their transport and safety
You ask me what KL have
Seriously I dont know
Am I Anak Malaysia? lol
what petaling jaya, subang, cheras, sunway..
where is it? I dont know
I only know jurong, ang mo kio, woodlands, orchard, bugis

haiz
I dont know it's good or bad
Saw so many people changes
I feel that I m too nerd lol
I never regret that I go singapore to further my studies
but let me choose again
I might go any states instead there
but everything is too late
Go malacca, kampar, penang good also

It's fine
Everyone has their own target
What's my target?
I dont know
Just follow the steps which people ask me to do
Forever follower
should say "follow worm"

Seriously fml
hate it!

Chinese New Year 2013

就这样2013的二月又要完了

过得太充实 时间变得有点快

新年都过得七七八八了

今年的红包有够少

不过没关系

拿红包 也只是 拿个heng heng

小时候就真的很喜欢拿红包

时间过得真的快到一个点

想当年 我才十岁

现在2字头都来了

整个新年 大多数的人都很喜欢问同样的问题

是大家有默契 还是那是家常便饭的问题 lol

什么理由会让大家不断的在问

真是有点小烦呵

不过 那也只是关心

到底有哪一位 新年期间在考试

可以告诉我吗 ?

初六 考试

初五 抱书

真是 不顶

我还记得人家在过情人节

我也是有过 就是 跟我 亲爱的书一起过

真是严重心理不平衡

不过就算是没有跟书过

也是没情人可过

有书-情人 好过没有

天公诞 我考试

这次的考试 真的像是拿命来玩

一点都不好玩

这次真的是我第一次开始 

没有很努力的在读

新年都从来不拿书 现在要拿书 真的是要我的命

以前 考试 前一两个礼拜 就会看书了

现在是前一天才很努力很努力的看

真是不上进

根本都没给自己压力 

才要命 T.T

可是却很多人给我压力

做莫酱?

可以 或 不可以

就只是一线之差

整个新年 就一直在 玩 拜拜 和 吃

玩到 都不懂什么叫睡觉

pray hard hard for everything

吃 多多 根本不懂什么是肥

还有一件事还没做

就是点 孔明灯!

家里人 趁我不在 把我的 孔明灯 点掉

我的许愿灯啊 T.T

 我今年有很多愿望啊

比如说

...................................................

...................................................

...................................................

...................................................

...................................................

太多了

写不完

在原地徘徊 对自己没有好处

不知何时开始 又再次打回原形

真是 yam gong~

不要说人家顶不顺我

我自己都顶不顺自己

新年新希望 真希望这句话是真的

每一件事情发生 都有他的理由存在

这次的理由太荒谬了

太肤浅了

严重肤浅

每次这样 来来回回 真的很累

到底几时才可以征服这一切

来人啊~ 帮帮忙勒

还有最近的人 都有一点令人讨厌

现在还在新年 我不想讨厌人

真的很不喜欢

喜欢与不喜欢

就在一线之差

喜欢就喜欢 没有理由

我喜欢一个人 不需要给理由

不喜欢就不喜欢 也是没有理由

我不喜欢你 我不需要向你解释

不要管我喜欢还是不喜欢

那是我的事

还有 你管我喜欢谁 不喜欢谁

不关你的事 

go away...............................

哈哈

还有一个人的红包还没拿

每年 必到

今年还没到

一定会在十五之前 去拿个heng heng

哈哈哈

每年都有您的祝福

今年怎么能够少了你的了

虽然 身份再也不同

但很庆幸 没什么改变到 =)

我在此 恭祝大家

新年快乐

心想事成

学业进步

生意兴隆

万事如意

身体健康

桃花盛放

快快乐乐

男的帅

女的美

最后 蛇年行大运

End of January

Omggg!
It's end of January!
1/12 of 2013
What make the time past so fast?
Why the movement of earth never stop before?
Can the time slower a little bit?
Just a little bit...

Recently
Spending money like opening the water tap
My money keep flowing out
and never ever going in =(
Seriosly dafuq
If can , just kill me before i buy any stuffs
Everyday I tell them
"kit lai liao.. kit lai liao.."
When the shopping kit is activated, it totally cannot shut down
Really no one can stop T.T
I am not regretted that I buy so much
My heart just very painful when I reached home
Happy when I see these stuffs
Excited when I paid money
Crying when I see my purse has no money
I think my shopping neurotransmitter in my brain is slightly high
Can anyone control my brain?

Exam is around the corner
I think this is the very first time that I haven't started my revision
Who ask the government set the exam date during Chinese New Year
We are having our exam on the 6th day of Chinese New Year!
Seriously dafuq.... Cannot stand this education system
Chinese New Year is much more important than exam

Irritating /.\
Super irritating
Non stop irritating
I will kill you one day I think
or you just disappear yourself
If not, I really will kill you
Damn freaking insane
Tak boleh tahan

From there
I understood a lot
I really grew up ady
Different mindset and different thinking
I should say thank you
The most important thing is
I was happy before

Ohhhyahh!
Just attended Jeremy's wedding last week
Time flies eh
All of us always play together when we were very young
Teen age at 14 15 16
Anyway , we are still young! :)
Met a lot of friends
so called big gathering
I still remember our gang name is "Double Killers"
6 boys & 6 girls
Sounds funny.. but this is a good memories anyway
Always play together
Always eat together
Always tuition together
Always hang out together
Always go other classes together
Always take photo together!

5 girls 6 boys
It's quite sad that the other one didn't come

Sincerely , we wish Jeremy
"Happy Wedding :) "

Chapter 1

What is the definition of "brave"?
How you define this word?
I still really cannot get this answer
I always tell people that I scared this and that
Most of the people will reply
"Can you tell me what you don't scare?"
From this sentence
I know that I'm useless...

I know right
Need to step into this place
How much brave I need to bring it in
Definitely not 100%
Just try to adapt as what they say
"take it easy"
"take your time"
"dont think so much"
"its okay, they are human too"
"dont worry"
"you can do it & you must do it"
"everything will be fine"
Indeed, actually im not really counselled successful by them

Trying is the only way that I can do
It's not easy
but what to do?
I can't anyhow give up since im on this track
Stepping into there just hope the time will flash quickly
End of that, I tell myself
"yah, im alive!"
This is how silly I did

Sleeping time less than 3 hours
and I can still stand until now
How much Panadol I need to consume in this attachment
Say "no" to this week
The temperature signal is on again...
This is what I deserve actually
Dont get enough sleep and end up increasing temperature again


I know some of them worry also
sincerely, regards..
Luckily not everyone throw me into tong sampah
and
treat me like a kid who no one cares
I know right
There are still have many people care me..
Receiving her called during lunch time
She is the one who always will care me
Just make me feel that I'm not inside the dustbin and no one cares
Always being a kid in front of her
Crying, laughing & throw anger
Sincerely thanks that im having such a good sis in my life

Need some nature air to breath into my brain and lungs

Fresh air could provide clear mind

Seriously, I need a rest...

It's a rest, not holidays

Stressful life in this city will drive me mad one day

Trying to update this blog frequently

Fearful

Living almost 20 years

Just scared this kind of things

how useless am i

Almost get into depression..

Counselled by many people

&

it doesn't work

can tell me what's going on?

I know right

This is part of my life that i need to go through

and this is my job also

Actually I really know

I just cannot overcome it

Who is going to save me..

No one, right?

Even she talked to me a lot

I still feel like not going and just want to escape it

I keep telling myself

I can't be so irresponsible

This is my job

I must do it

Have to wake up at 430am plus

how I'm going to sleep today?

Before that, i never ever think so much

and I'm trying to avoid it

Pray hard.........

Life is like a railway

Keep going on...

Goodbye 2012! Welcome 2013

Have no time to review here before 2013

freaking busy life recently

My 2012 ain't perfect but it was awesome

Can't really recall what I had been for the previous year

but I believed that I was happy every moment and even every seconds in the past 

Had been busy almost half of the year for my sister wedding in 2012

When the busy moment around there, the time passed like a rocket

Like to question myself everytime

1) What I want actually?
2) Why I must study so much?

I really have no idea what I want actually

Just follow the pathway that people had plan for me

People ask me to study nursing course

I just follow the instruction

Stepping into the healthcare life 

It's not really easy

Welcome a new birth, elderly face any disease & leave one of the family member in this world

this is a life cycle 

No one can escape it

Always telling myself "Cherish your life, you may not know what will happen in the next seconds"

What for I must study so much

is it because of money? 

No working , No money?

Just want a better life?

Someone, please tell me

Year 2 is going to end soon

Year 3 is coming down here

Almost end my study life

Dont feel like stepping into that society life

Too complicated

i always tell myself

dont worry about your future, it hasn't come yet

just live your present and make it the best

People asked me 

"What you did in 2012?"

"nothing..."

Last time, she told me 

you don't plan for yourself

No one will plan for you

so, I have planned what I want to do for this year

expensive planning

2013

Ended my teen age

no more fifteen, seventeen and eighteen

Going to 20

Cannot get used it

After 17, the age increased like flashing

Ended my secondary school life

like no direction everyday 

This is what people said "Without direction living in this world"

Meaningless....

I really hope that I can go back to my secondary school

Flashing these picture sometime

Can see how much I miss my previous life

Secondary school life is the best in my life

I can't find any interesting matter right now

生存下来就只是因为想生存

What's the point? No point actually

I also hope that I really know what I want

Have no dream also

*shaking head

When you are affected easily by some one, this is how much you care

Be silent better than talking non stop

Being silence doesn't always means yes

Sometimes it means "im tired of explaining"

sigh, if can just anyhow disappear in this world

Just nice....

Time to sleep

hecking day

fever, flu, leg pain, back pain, eyes pain 

All come together and say hello to me

One more day attachment for this week

Be smoothed please

This is what I want for 2013:

1) Happy

2) Healthy 

3) Happy again......

The End

终止

这就是最后决定

其实都一样

继续下去可能还是一样

熬不过 就是 熬不过

无需执着

谁也不想走到这步

也预想不到

补救都可能没用了

就是很奇怪

自己也不知道在奇怪什么

咳... 

逃避

都不懂有什么好逃避

你要逃避你慢慢逃 懒得理你

有时真的很讨厌对不起这三个字

说了对不起

也就是做错了

为什么明知道是错的

还是要做?

人就是犯奸

明知故犯

要从1去10 很容易

要从10去1 很难

只要是倒回来的事情都很难

这个世界就是很奇怪

奇怪就对了

没有为什么

我再也不要问为什么

可能就是问太多太多的为什么

才演变成这样

东西是这样就是这样

没有为什么 

不是什么事情都有原因

但我知道 每一件发生的事情 都一定有它的原因存在

可能这决定是大家希望

也是大家不希望

不管希望还是不希望

都没有用了

因为不可以改变什么

很多事情 讲容易

做起来不是你想象的容易

用嘴巴讲 谁不会

用实际 去做 不是你要就可以的

有人说 “不管路再怎样坎坷 终究会过去”

我觉得这个有人 讲的话不一定对

我说 应该是 “不管路再怎样坎坷 只要不逃避就会熬过去”

逃避不能解决事情

不懂人生道理?

我也懒惰教什么叫 “逃避不能解决问题”

反正我不是选择逃避的人

有缘分是情侣

没缘分是朋友

是否很惊讶 讲不出说话
没错我是说 你想分手吗 
曾给你驯服到　就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下　你知吗

回头望　伴你走　
从来未曾幸福过
赴过汤　蹈过火　
沿途为何没爱河
下半生　陪住你　
怀疑快乐也不多没有心　
别再拖　好心一早放开我

从头努力也坎坷　通通不要好过
来年岁月那么多　为继续而继续
没有好处还是我　若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破

是否不甘心 首先给撇下
换了你是我 你忍得到吗
捱得过无限次 寂寞凌迟
人心态早已看得化 也可怕

what a beginning of holidays

Cramping for 3 days
Seriously torturing me to the max
Not easy to be a woman

Just used 10 minutes to go through everything
Expected outcome
We know right

Not easy for everything
Just need time

有人说 "不管路有多坎坷 终究会过去"

This is what we called Nursing Life

Oh yeah! High High! I'm so high
Fly Fly~ touch the sky
Finish this skill assessment which is also called exam
Like finish the whole semester exam
This freaking skill assessment definitely killed us
-brain cells die
-lack of sleep
-nervous to the max
-like crazy, keep talking to ourselves
-pimples pop out

This is what we always pray before assessment
Get a good lecturer
We love lecturer
Lecturer pass our assessment
I really have no idea what I'm doing during assessment
I can gan cheong until forget everything
Even the lecturer also calm me down
Damn freaking scary T.T

Anyway, it's over
holidays mode and shopping mode are on!
hohohohoo
Santa Claus is coming to the town
Maybe got people pray for me
&
I pray very hard also
That's why I can pass my assessment

Ohyah! Time to sleep
Good Night worlds and my love =)

星期天

十二月的第一个星期天
七早八早醒 七晚八晚睡
一个字形容
累
星期天可以睡到自然醒真的是一件很幸福的事
也就是说 我今天没有很幸福 哈哈
就这样 又看着一批人毕业
算一算 我真的毕业两年了
不得不承认我真的老了

这个月和下个月
好像要花很多钱
要买这个 要买那个
要还这个 要换那个
问题是 我没钱
等 妈妈 和 姐姐 sponsor
得空和他们谈谈 xD

还有我家的笨Nokia 和 Sony
真够本
一架开不到机
一架一天关机超过十次
是想怎样?!
我的list里面 没有说要买电话勒
请不要在这个时候 生病 T.T

忙碌的日子 好难熬
顺顺利利 就这样让捱到十二月中
好不好
保佑保佑 让我样样pass
每次都说
你付出多少 你就会得到多少
可是这次我付出不到50%
怕怕啦 T.T

有时真的是败给他 /.\
虽然我知道 他也败给我
嘻嘻
就是这样的嘛

< 3
有他 真好 :)

不公平

不公平 不公平
每次跟自己讲
不需要羡慕别人拥有的
要努力的去追求自己没有的
时时刻刻都在提醒自己
但就是过不了自己这关

极端
我承认
我没有你们想象的开朗
你们有的我没有
我要的你们给不到我
很努力很努力的去追求
但就是永远追求不到

从小到大
都不喜欢埋怨
因为每个人来自不同的领域
但有时低着头想一想时
自卑感会毫不犹豫地浮现出来

自己活得不够好
可以选的话
我真的不会走这条路
不公平
老天一点都不公平
我不需要活得比别人好
我只是要活得比以前更好
这样都不能吗
在这样压抑自己
迟早一天一定出事

真的很想问她
你几时才会帮我实现愿望
当然我不会问
在怎样都好 我都不会问
因为每个人的背景都不一样

我只是需要那么一点点的公平

懵懵懂懂

就这样懵懵懂懂的来到了十一月
岁月都不流人
从开学到现在
也不知自己做了什么
就这样 随随便便的过了6个星期
每天都盼望星期五的到来
最不愿意面对星期日的夜晚和星期一的到来

很多事情都得说缘分啊
和你有点缘分
说话就投机了点
很幸运的我的人生遇到了你们
没有你们 根本就没有这么精彩的生活
当然我也不会因此 走着这条你们为我而开的路
有人说 得谢谢你们

当心情低落时
都会有句名言在我眼前闪过
不要羡慕人家过得比你好
自己要过得比以前更好
才把不平衡的心态 渐渐地 让自己保持平衡

常常羡慕他人
也告诉自己 根本没必要羡慕
可是这就是人类
真希望 会有所改变
人生嘛 就那么短
不可以让我活得再更精彩一点
可能时机还没到
可能会不会到也是一个问题

夜晚通常感触特别多
你到底知不知道? =(

November is coming soon

Time
Please slow down a little bit
Just a little bit
I can't catch u
Being a kid better than being an adult

After 2 months
Age will be stepped into 20
No more teen age
If I can stop the time
I will stop the time about 1 year or 2 years
freaking fast! 

Someone, please tell me
what I want actually?
If the time can flow back
I would choose again 
Should be...............
STOP dreaming!

*remember
My personality is who I am
My attitude depends on who you are
=)

******blur

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真烦......................................................................................................................................

真难搞......

August is coming soon!

I hate July and January in this 3 years Diploma

All the presentation, assignment, test, assessment, practical will fall in this month

what the hell that make me busy like hell

After this month

Final exam is coming soon, following by attachment

The routine never changed since I step into this course

When exam is around the corner

Pimples are around my face too

Why ?!

Especially my assessment which is practical test

Before enter the examination room

Heart rate up to 160 beats per minute

Almost lead into heart failure

Just checked examination timetable

like dahell

Super packed and late!

When the exam is around the corner

That's meant midnight oil will start to burn?

After today

I just know what's nausea and vomiting

Damn freaking embarrassing during vomiting

Body system shut down very fast when I'm ill

Fully charged of my body directs turn it into 10 %

and make my mom worry

she keep texting me and calling me while I was sleeping

July

It's not my month

Dont judge me If you dont know me

Dont always order me and Im not your dog and maid

Dont cry in front of me and You know that's your problem

Dont call my full name if you are not good enough with me!

Not more than 10 people can call my full name

Of course , you are the one

I hope that you will know :)

Good friends without any hesitation

Love without any limitation

Remember without even communication

Just know that out of sight is never out of mind

=)

A pair of shoes leads u to many places that you want to go

Life is duty, complete it

Life is too precious, do not destroy it

life is life, just fight for it

<3

Brainless

People think it must be fun to be a super genius
but they dont realize how hard it is to put up with all the idiots in the worlds

Life is full of idiots 

You're the one

never know that you are this kind of people

Big Mouth Woman

Like to edit the story ?

Just go and apply director this position at Mediacorp

Dont know behind of the story

Please just keep your mouth shut

and dont simple edit the story u like

i'm not your actor!

Maybe too easy to believe people

Almost 5 year

Now just know

Damn freaking crazy when I know this story

Thank You!

No more next time

I can't believe my good friend who treat me like this

Played by you,  Shit u!

Back Stab bastard! Get lost

Brainless you

Full of shit

and simple stinks around the worlds!

Consciousness

Can't remember how to walk out from there

It's horrible nightmare

Just a button to click 

then all the data gone! 

"DELETE"

Damn bloody regretted!

damn

It's over!

I don't even remember all the rubbishes

Let's format everything

Game Over

Hope that I have a telescope to view this night scene

 also view this world

Just want to know more about this world 

Don't wish to go wrong direction and do wrong decision again

No attached doesn't mean you are lonely

It means you are strong enough to wait for what you really deserve.

Terrible and tired week

Yucks!

Before holidays

It tortures me to the max

Those vulgar words almost pop it out 

and

scold u as well as I can

One more minute I can't wait for it

now still got 2 more days 

48 hours

You are damn bloody freaking crazy irritating and annoying person

Get lost!Pissed off!

In this 48hours

I really dont feel like seeing u for one minute and even one second!

Never meet this kind of stupid person before

You are the one!

Take action ?!

Just wait and see.. LOL!

End of May

2012
It's not the world end year
Am I right ?
Don't , please..
Alot of place are waiting for me

End of May
Time flies again
How do I past my January, February,March and April
Forgotten
But I think it's nice !
Double confirm that nicer than 2011
Stupid 2011 just ruined my year ....

This perfect month end soon
So sad..
Anyway , just looking forward the future months and days
If got the announcement which all the exam is canceled
I will be more happier!
Of course, it's a daydreaming for me

Always believe that tomorrow will better than today
Sometime I just wondering that is it yesterday is bad ?
Why we always say "tomorrow will be better.."
But this week really a little bit bad
I can't go back Msia on Friday
stupid sad case!

Regretted, but... so what?!
Threw everything which I hated
This is what I did and chose
Lost doesn't mean that lose!
Just forget to click a button and said "yes"
Growing up, I wanted desperately to please , to be a good girl =P
yup, I hope I am the one!
Attitudes just depend on who you are
Dont wait around for other people to be happy for you
Any happiness you get you have got to make yourself

Desire is individual, happiness is common =)
Enenn..I knew!

Monday..

讨厌monday!

真不明白为什么Weekend不是5天

Weekdays不是2天

到底哪个名人发明的?!

为什么读书 做工 总是比放假长

为什么一年的leave才10多天

为什么一年的放假没有超过半年?

不公平 不公平

到底是谁!?

距离放假还有两个星期

看着他们放假

真的是不爽到极点

人家放假 他们开学

都不明白为什么这样

想到明年新年是考试

我更加不爽

初四或初五 就考试

什么世界啦

没天理

人家一个星期的假期 我两天的假期

真不明白........ 无奈 也无言

可能当初的决定就是一个错!

大错特错...... /.\

虽然念了 不可以改变事实

但还是要念 念念念!

当了大概半年的傻子

很像很好玩

被耍了一年多

像傻子将

不出声 就像傻子将被耍

出声 又被人家说在意

还是不说比较好

原来 对大多数的人来说 还是秘密

无奈

当知道实事时 也没怎样

就觉得自己是白痴

也不想找出原因

没必要.. 我呸!

当大家把话题提出来时

大家都觉得我是傻子

哈哈哈 没错 我是

被玩的傻子

我真像3岁小孩

比3岁小孩还好骗

骗我 很像很好玩似的

有时真的宁愿 选择不知道

但这次 我没有去选我要知道

为什么他们还是要让我知道

无奈

其实没怎样

但 就是不爽

因为像白痴似的被人耍

来自不同世界 就是不同世界

不管在怎样想办法 要融洽 

都是不可能的

就好像 油和水 永远不可能混合在一起

最终他们还是会各分别类

她问 "你的感觉是什么? 背叛?"

我说 "不是...没感觉"

当然 我知道时 

我只是 一直不停的笑

因为 脑袋装草 才会有这种白痴的选择

真的很好笑 =3=

懒惰写了

晚安 世界

相信 报应

不是不报 是时辰未到 =)

Perefect Wedding ! 完美的婚礼 =)

这一篇作文 又在另一段
画上完美的句号
一年前的上一段是求婚记
这一段是结婚记

算来算去 时间过得真快
6月25号 一年前的求婚
5月5号 将近一年后的婚礼
一年来的筹备
买东买西
看东看西
自己的规划
自己的想法
家人的帮忙
朋友的帮助
自己的实力
看着所有的一切
觉得大家都很棒 都很厉害

从2月尾放假到现在
都好像在放假
这次的放假很有意义
每个周末 都有事情做
不是买东西 就是做东西
照片啦
video啦
姐妹东东啦
姐妹的东西真的是多到爆
吃饱没事做
做了那五颜六色的姐妹手册
发现到自己有个小缺点
就是喜欢把所有东西都在last minutes做
没有最后一分钟
东西不会做
还有半夜做东西比较认真
可能是我不喜欢在晚上睡觉
喜欢在下午睡觉
除了考试和Stjohn 我都没有这么认真做这些东西
这次是更加认真
做所有的东西 都谨慎到极点
不敢有任何闪失

日子一直倒数时
都会有恐惧症
紧张到~

紧张东西做不完
紧张东西弄不好
紧张自己会乱78糟
平时jiayin老姐都会交代我要做这个做那个
step by step
这次她根本不可能一样一样交代我
所以我真的会怕
哈哈哈
不过还好 我的胆有被调教过
大胆点点了
不过请你以后继续指点我

星期四直接从新加坡赶回家
要把所有还没弄好的东西
都弄好
其实是那本五颜六色的照片
真的是最后一分钟才弄完
担心到我阿
很像想在赶project给老板将
还好姐妹游戏的东西都先弄完
不然就给那个Agnes tan小姐骂到狗血淋头
不是第一次给他骂了
我的脸就是欠骂咯有时
没办法 /.\
把所有东西都pack好好
好像去旅行
真的是去旅行!
住paragon hotel啊
带了6个大大个的纸袋和行李箱
我的家人直接问我
你去几天哦
我说 两三天
他回答说
我还以为你去两个星期 ,带将多东西
哈哈哈哈

拜五下午这里忙一下 那里忙一下
就到晚上了
吃吃一下 讲讲一下 弄弄一下
晚上12点多了
时间过到比火箭还快咯有时!
最后一次的姐妹brief
3点时还没睡
下着大雨
心里就突然间想到那班兄弟车的娃娃怎么办
相信他们有办法的
心里一直希望明天一整天都不会下雨
很快的5点3个字被吓醒
因为忘记跟agnes tan小姐讲东西
醒来了
都不懂为什么姐妹将摸
真的是慢到 新娘等姐妹
真是的 =P
不过还好 没迟到
讲到迟到
那班兄弟真的是迟到到将严重
25分钟
那班姐妹等到不耐烦了
我就等到担心不够时间玩游戏
哈哈哈
想了16个游戏
派上了11个
不错啦
想回去所有的游戏
真的是好笑到爆

吃素不可吃gardenia面包
纸内裤要穿了有"咚"一下 才算过关
情歌是唱 大马校歌 (这个我真的有吓倒)
他们这群兄弟很棒
他们真的是难兄难弟
有福同享有难同当
现在的社会里
还有多少个会像他们这样的扶持着对方
难得啊 :)
当然!我们这群姐妹也不赖
打扮得美美
准备得好好 来对抗这群兄弟
哈哈哈
真不好意思啊...不小心害到一个兄弟
Leader, Paiseh啊


终于
新郎打开门的那一幕
有哇~的感觉
哈哈哈
还有外头播着那感动的canon
眼泪在眼眶徘徊着
38啦 /.\
拍照时间 这次怎样都要抢着跟他们拍照
拍照很好玩的
有谁会不想拍照哦
可是晚上我真的没有跟他们拍到照
我都不会了咯
早上有就好
期待所有的照片
自己的电话 没有半张照片
可怜 T.T
那天我已经忘记掉什么叫iPhone
哈哈哈

晚上的Marching
我也有参与一脚
还以为不需要了
逃过一劫
但还是被拉回去走那长长美美的红地毯
他们开心就好 =P
时间又过得很快
5月5号就这样要过了
送新郎新娘回家后
就是大家回家休息的时候了
累垮了
最希望就是隔天睡到自然醒
果然我有这种福气
我睡到自然醒 真幸福 哈哈哈哈

Hmmmm..很客套..很不像我
但还是要讲

最后 祝Jiayin老姐 和 Jeesen大哥
新婚快乐
甜甜蜜蜜
恩恩爱爱
早生贵子
幸福美满
永浴爱河
白头偕老

我的姐姐美美的嫁出去啦!!!
帅帅的大哥把她娶回家啦!!!
Wohoooo...
这次真的是完美的句号画在这美美文章 =)
Perfect match !

Think big to be big

给你的

是的 在我眼里

你已经消失得无影无踪

早已不把你放在我脑袋里

你也很久没出现在我部落格里

今天又让你出现在这里了

真的是无奈

以我了解你的脾气

你的倔强比任何人还强

要改变你的决定 是101巴仙的不可能

就如你当初做的决定

但这也只是过去

你会不会看到这篇

我不知道

我在写谁

我也不知道你知不知道

现在又是一门话题

当然我不参与在里面

最好也不要参与

他人来问我

我也只是回答说 我真的不知道

答案只有你自己知道

会不会说出来 也只有你自己可以决定

其实我知道你知道自己在做什么

但别人不知道

不是每个人的想法都一样

尊重不是用在这种地方

这叫接受

在这之前 你尊敬他人是101巴仙

现在的你 回到那三 四年前的叛逆

历史重演

但这次的重演 完全不一样

内容完全 更改

我能说的都已经说了

他人要说的也是说了

倔强的心 可以改

只是看你自己要不要

Just do it

Human can do whatever u like

but before do anything we have to think properly

Be positive and smart

Dont live in a life which flow with regret

Have to think big to be big

Dont always stay in a small worlds

Must look as far as u can

1 more day

Year 2 , Im coming

Ya ! Dont wish to go schoolWelcome me :)

Speechless when I saw my timetable

Early morning class and end late class

Hope this study journey will be smoothed

I knew what is my birthday wishes this year

Hope I can find a tuition teacher and teach me when I face education problem

It's not really hard, right ?

Be brave , Chew Yying

Sometime I really laugh myself

timid as a rat

but what to do ?

Suddenly it cross my mind

Just do it

but I dont dare

I just say , without action for this mission

I hope can know you well

but not frighten you

Can I ?

When I saw the status

You seldom write status in Mandarin

My mind full of question

Are u cheering up someone ?

Why you wrote this ?

Can I know ?

ishhh.. good night, worlds

recently , Im poor

Dont date me out.. :P

I really hope that money will drop from sky

or i can receive a big big pack of money while walking

Dont cry over someone that wont cry over you

Just do it

I will let u know if I'm a braver girl :)

Night and Morning

I always tell myself that sleep late and wake up late which is a bad habit

But I always dont think it's a big matter

All people sleep in their sweet dream

I still sit in front of lappy

Ruined my holidays again

Now showing the fall in love movie in cinema again

Titanic

Even this movie I watched thousand times in TV

but never watch in cinema before

It should be a big different between TV and cinema

I want to watch !

Countdown-ing

Finally, complete 75% of my part

Birthday not more than 1 month again

ishhh.. I hope that I always eighteen years old

I really miss my secondary school life

Those co-curriculum just made my life

所谓 “小时候梦想赶快长大,怎么长大后却念着童年”

Teenage life was wonderful than mature life

Secondary life compare to college

It's totally different

We just need to fight for our SPM during secondary life

The other way round

We need to fight for our career during our college life

I rather study and exam forever but not working If I can

Nursing..

Love this job doesn't mean that I want it

Is this my dream ?

I really regret that I never study well for my Bahasa Melayu

If not ,I will pick the course which I want and study in local university

People always say "Dream doesn't make money for u , but is it my job will make money for me?"

I was happy studying during secondary school

because I love those subject

I just normal study hard during my college life

It's because this is my duty

if I never study properly

My scholarship will gone

Just because scholarship then I need to study well ?

Not because of I love this job then I'm studying happily ?

The attitude totally different

I really envy him sometime

because of his job

Unfortunately

Lack of this lucky to study this course

This is fate :)

Just accept it

Charge battery of my body

Sending myself to Singapore tomorrow

Friday night just came back

Sorry

I guess... I frighten u

Good Night , worlds :)

Weekend 又结束了

周末又结束了

每次都希望周末可以好好的补眠

可是那是不可能的事

星期六早上一睁开眼睛

刷好了牙

洗好了脸

冲好了凉

换好了衣服

就出门而去

哪来的休息?

今早七早八早就起来

老毛病又犯了

闹钟响遍了整间房间

关掉 继续我的睡眠

直到有人去打开那刺眼的灯

我才甘愿 离开我那不想离我而去的床

前一天 严重伤风

隔天 还是不断的流着鼻水

六点就起身的感觉

心情果然欠佳

扫墓

在坟场呆了两个小时多

整个坟场 红炮响连天

好像庆祝什么似的

汗流浃背

晒得红彤彤

我的心里 就一直在想

“完蛋了 这次一定黑到不像人”

强烈的太阳 晒在皮肤上

真的是有痛到

今天是愚人节

我都没有感觉

去年的今天 是婆婆的头七

今年的今天 是来扫公公婆婆的墓

我的愚人节 都是这样过

都没愚弄别人

人生就像一列火车

从出世那天起

就好像在火车上出世

火车司机 就好像父母似的

载你经过不同的站

在这上半年里 我不知去到哪一个站

感觉就只停留在原地

不敢去下一个站

但就在这两个月里

我已经离开那地方

开往那我看不到前方的世界

其实我已经看到了 一个很美丽的地方

只是自己没有勇气 在那个车站下车

在等待人来迎接我

看到人家写 愚人节是告白日

失败的话 就说愚人节快乐

成功的话 就继续在一起

听了听 其实还蛮有道理的

假如 我勇气可嘉的话

我应该会去挑战一下

哈哈哈 等等下到人家屁滚尿流

在心情不好时

看看他 心情自然好

可惜 八字都没一撇

假如十年前 是那样

多好啊

感觉才刚开始

可悲啊

天资聪明的人 真的不一样

A thousand years

-all along I believed I would find u-

我相信我一定会找到你

感觉上是找到了

但 就只是 感觉 :)

假如是小时候 那该多好

就是差在 那些年

不然一切都会是完美的

星期四的 凌晨

我发现我的华语已经生锈了

看到他的部落格文章

我真的要深思的检讨自己

真的不能不称赞他啊

有一点点小后悔当初不怕华文学好

多看看 可能会有所改变

实习的日子 已过了一半

很快就把那儿的环境 熟悉了

我相信 下星期 我又会抱着 那舍不得的心情 回家

护士小姐

这名称听起来很舒服 也很开心

让我把护士小姐改为 missy missy

又是另外 一个感觉

时间总是流失得很快速

在新加坡这国家混了快一年

以前总是觉得 外国的月亮特别圆

现在的我 对我来说

自国是最好的

他真的是一个让我很敬佩的人

卓越的家伙 真的有一点酷

无论 说话 解释 样样 不输人

我短短的问题 换来 长长的答复

感觉 有点愧欠他

很感激他 :)

不然我的 论文 怎样都不明白

谢谢呵

成绩上个星期已出炉

出乎预料

对于上次 与这次的分别是 相差0.0x

增加 减少 就不多说了

我还是抱着这心情

一份耕耘 一份收获

知道自己的水准到达哪一个阶级

我果然没有那个缘分得distinction

从上次学期 到这次

都没那个份 =(

再怎么努力 都过不了90分

那些满满distinction 的成绩单

都不明白 他们是怎么得到的

韩风又再一次飘过我眼前

实习前后 我都会带着耳机 听着那流行的 韩风歌曲

每次 都想 去看他们的演唱会

但每次都只是凭空的想

我不是一个追星迷

看着他们的舞蹈和声亮

都觉得很棒

每次都 傻傻的 对朋友说

要找个 韩国人 为男朋友

但也只是随口说说

我老妈喜欢 短发华人

哈哈哈哈哈

当然

我讨厌长发男生

最近都很忙

也不知自己到底在忙着什么

每次要上传巴厘岛之旅的照片

都一直在拖着

感觉每一天都不够睡

下个礼拜 过了

我要用几天时间re charge 自己

才带着愉快的心情回学校 :P

对了 这影子 突然从我眼前飘过

微笑地说 我成功了

比我想象中的还快

周公在乎叫着我了

good night worlds :)

巴厘岛之旅

我漫长的假期 就这样结束了

三星期 就这样要对他说 拜拜咯

第一星期 简直是在浪费时间

第二星期 在研究东西

第三星期 巴厘岛之旅

还以为真的会在那里悠闲的过我的假期

到最后 还是火拼 买个半死半活

一分钱 都不剩

那儿的食物 难吃到 我现在还有阴影

平时爱吃 果条仔和肉骨茶的我

现在 竟然 不敢吃 这些肉类

印尼的猪臊味 我根本不可能忘记

rm17的猪肉饭 我吃了5口白饭

然后整盘放着

我妈直接没吃

我姐酱油捞饭

严重可怜的我们

海鲜 难吃 到~

龙虾 虾 鱼 不新鲜

真的是要我的命

食物是贵到 给钱时 都心痛

普通鸡饭 RM17

炒面

炒米粉 RM15 以上

白开水 RM3.50

不说食物....

那里购物 不错爽

不停的买

当然 衣服 才买三件

买了一大堆 锁匙圈

买到很像不用钱这样

还是bangkok比较爽

购物天堂

毕竟 巴厘岛是个 悠闲 晒日光浴 的名胜地

我竟然不停的买

很象有点好笑

暂时又要宣布破产

应该是要吃1 或2个月 的粥

假如再去多一次

真的是要 去放松心情

潜水 出海

可是这18年了 我都怕水 :(

回来那天的心情很沉重

想到 星期一 要回去医院实习

我的心情 就严重 从天堂掉去地狱

但 我还是要面对现实

多一天来收拾我的心情

就要回去面对现实了

有点点小生病

我都不知该怎么办

喉咙不舒服

每次玩回来 不是这里痛就是那里不舒服

我想说 我的身体 请你不要那么虚弱

明天再灌水应该没问题吧

刚看了几篇文章

他写部落格的文笔 真的很好

华语好到不行

看了看 我有点小后悔

没把华语学好

在中学时 就为了要把其他数理科打理好

放弃了华文

其实我已经做到了

但就因为一个老人家

又把我拉回地狱

不提还好

提了 感觉又再原地打转

但感觉 又好像没了

已经忘到一干二净了

在这半夜里

我竟然 对着电脑 发呆 放空

很久很久很久没有这种感觉了

应该有4年了吧

感觉 现在 就好像回到 那中一中二的感觉

回到 那单纯 什么都不懂的世界

很想踏出第一步

但还是面子问题 让我不敢大胆的做出我想做的事

有点小白痴

希望会看到 (更加白痴)

就从Iphone games开始吧! :P

25 February 2012

25 February (SAT)

Meet my dearest sister early in the morning

Going back Malaysia together

Just reached Malaysia Custom

Starbucks cross my mind suddenly

Yea.. I bought it again

I should cut down frequency of the drink

If not , I will bankrupt one day

It's quite expensive actually

She accompanied me whole day

We just hanged out

until midnight ..

It's so cool !

Actually I'm super tired on that day

so, when I lied on the bed

Not more than one minute

I met "zhou gong" ady

I can't control everything

Just be smoothed

For example,

When you see a favorite shirt

but doesn't mean that you are suitable

or

When you suitable for the shirt

but doesn't mean that you like it

You can't change everything which u want

"Actually you are get used to it." dearest sister said

Yup, get used to it already

I had think carefully

Put down everything

Feel happy actually

Not that easy to throw away everything

Can I say that is successful ?

Now I just realize

When I really put down everything

the feeling is super weird

Freaking weird

Anyway .. It's good for me and everybody

This is a good news !

I should be happy

good night worlds :)

23 february 2012

Finally my exam is over
so?
Having holidays now...
All of my classmate are going to clinical attachment next week
I will start it on 19 of March
I had shifted my schedule to the 2nd batch because of my Bali trip
That's great !
I'm looking forward it :)
What I will do in this two weeks ?
Just hang out as much as I can
and
Watching all the drama that I haven't watched !

February end soon
It's special month for me
It's because of exam
Exam make my month !
Sleep less than 4 hours per day
Then end up I still dont know how to do for the test !
Sigh ... let bygones be bygones
I should put more effort this time
but I didn't
Yea.. Just forget about it
hope that I can do well next time !
I really don't dare to check my result :(

Let's enjoy holidays!
Good Night , worlds
short post...
Put down , doesn't mean that forget
Go with the flow... Chew Yying!

二月份

二月已过了一半

每次都觉得时间过得很快

快到我有点点怕

时间快

就代表 我老了

虽然还在1字头

但就是觉得老

龙年 过得还满顺利地

虽然才二月

每次告诉自己

今日不知明日事

因为最近 很喜欢做白日梦

白日梦 都会让我很开心

我应该快得 妄想症

每天想有的没的

想.......

考试GPA成绩可以拿4.0

明年就可以毕业

可以出国深造

实习可以少一点

放假可以多一点

成绩可以好一点

钱可以变得多一点

睡觉可以睡到自然醒

年年可以出国 (不是新加坡 !)

做这些梦 真的很开心

但 醒来时

是一种很莫名的痛

哈哈哈

我终于明白了

也感到很开心

感觉上

好像做到了 :)

可能跟着岁月的成长

才慢慢了解人生道理

不是每件事都能用

霸道 来解决

中学 五年里

我才知道

我是个霸道 野蛮的人

只是 我不是坏人

踏出 中学生涯

跨入 社会

才知道 这是不对的

中学生涯时

样样事情 都有人让我

现在 样样事情都是我在让人

以前 那性格 早就不存在了

做什么事 都得带着笑容

才会显得比较美

你真的不知道

下一秒会发生什么事

所以

人要懂得珍惜 身边每一个人

这句话 有点土

但 它真的很有道理

一旦 生命失去了

就是 挽回不了

这个Semester的话题是

"我们的GPA会跌吗"

阿弥多佛

考试 让我考好一点

虽然我有一点讨厌 临时抱佛脚 和 迟睡早起 的感觉

因为过后会累到 ............ 没有力

考完就算了

管它考好还是不好

尽力而为

我要玩孔明灯!

我要把所有的愿望写在上面

哈哈哈

保佑 所有的人 开开心心 平平安安

:D

好了

我要去读了

还有三科

Biology.....我爱你

哈哈哈哈

这样的状态 比较好 =)

Happy Lantern Festival =)

时间过得真快

又二月了

新年又要过了

岁月不留人

一转眼 长大了

很快的 我应该要毕业了

还要两年将

说长不长

说短不短

人生就是将

兜兜转转 还是在原地

还是要做回同样的东西

吃饭睡觉做工读书

一样样

简单的一句

祝大家元宵节快乐

很白痴的我

又跑回来

原因很简单

就是要听这边的烟花声

不想看那些高楼大厦

happy lantern festival

Last

Wish Mr.Tan Happy 21st Birthday =)

All the best in his study !

Goodbye January , Hello February

一月充实的很

考试 presentation

真的是让我忙得团团转

生病了整个月

终于在新年复原

整个月最开心就是新年

玩得不亦乐乎

早就把学校忘记到一干二净

什么是上课也不知道

初三上课

简直是要我的命

初三 我都还不知躲在哪个角落

当我想到要过那个桥时

眼泪都快要流出来

在最关键的时候

我的救星 打来救我

哈哈哈

初四 又没上课

我没有逃学过

这次真的例外

星期五 带着沉重的心情上课

真的是要命

人家在拜年

我现在上课

严重不公平

星期一 心情还是在新年

人家拜天公

看烟花 玩红袍

我却看着静悄悄的高楼大厦

什么都没有

上课的心情

昨天才回来

因为明天考试和presentation

压力大到

睡觉都发恶梦

恶梦 就是 在梦里考试

真想每天都放假

下个星期 6号和7号 他们又放假

我又要上课

不公平不公平!!!

我要放假

跟放假没有缘

十二个月里

最喜欢的就是二月

希望这 29天 会是开心天

珍惜 龙年的每一天

366天 都会是 天天好天

二月里 包含着很多意义

没人会明白没人会理解

自己知道就好

她讲的对

其实我早已习惯现在的生活

也有自己的生活方式

也喜欢这样的生活

人生就是这样

没有什么事情是解决不到的

只有自己的心里怎么看待事情

经验让我知道

跌倒了 不需要人家扶

自己也可以慢慢站起来

重要的是 时间

再怎么不想站起来

还是得站起来

脚上有伤口 他会愈合

虽然它有疤痕

只要你把疤痕想成 它是让你长大的伤口

一切都会美好

失去了才知道珍惜

是有点迟

但没关系

不重复就可以了

16号 考试

12号 游神

24号 放假

我很像不怕将

aiya 不用紧

一年一次

倒数!

二月的日子

我每天都在倒数

哈哈哈

又有朋友要去读书了

又要抱着那种等朋友回来的感觉了

等待 真的很痛苦

到底怎样做才对

心里想 但做不出

人家给的意见

我又不懂要不要听

可不可以把我的脑 interpret 一下

我 真 的 很 懊 恼 !!

严重处于不清醒的状态

对于 这种事

我都是很大方的

对自己都没有这么好

This is a process that we may pass by

Learnt from mistake

Dont do it next time

Where u fall where u stand

just think about reason why u will fall down

becareful next time

it may not happen it again :)

很久很久 没抱着 这么开朗的心情了

龙年 让我 很开心

good night , worlds

yea, u too..

Off my study mode for a short period

I never surf my blogger this 3 weeks

I was as busy as a bee

My brain full of exam presentation exam presentation

It make me feel crazy soon

After Chinese New Year,it has no time to let me rest

It's time to chiong for everything

Presentation and final exam!

I found that burning midnight oil during exam

which is a bad habit!
Some more sore-throat for two weeks

lymph node was swelling one week

Dont know what is going on my body

Visiting doctor like visit friend

Sigh !

Chinese New Year is coming soon

please .. get well soon !

Actually I'm happy when I saw that

but...

it just a short moment

As long as I never waste those money

It's worth :)

Today last test before CNY

went for watching movie

"We not naughty"

I'm jack's neo fan sia .. I never skip his movie before =P

很久很久 没有笑得那么开心了

This movie really nice funny and touch

Just smile as much as u can

Smile may make u more cheerful and pretty

sigh..

I really like a timid ghost sia

I do not have any brave to do anything

I trained, but failed

February is coming soon

Hope that was a wonderful month for me :)

Normally, I love February every year

My lovely cousin birthday today :D

tehehee

Havent wish her

Happy Birthday Kah Yhin Chew Jamie xD

you are the best couzzie !! hahaha

worlds, good night :)

Happy New Year (:

Yea ! Today I came back this little island

and start my school life

2 weeks holidays had gone

it's really too short for us

Can extend one more week for me?

I'm so tired to go back school

what a school life that need to wake up so early

Everyday I just wake up as late as I can

and take a long nap during afternoon

My time is totally different with holidays

I really cannot get used to it

ishhh

This stupid sore-throat havent recovered

around one week plus edi

Then still remain the same

i drink plenty of water everyday

go toilet as thousand times per day

drink more water , sore-throat recover ?

cheat ...... never recover :(

Sometime I really hate sick

My mum will nag me non stop ! 0.0

New year

New life

New person

New character

New challenging

Everything new except the heart which remain the same

My money keep decreasing

Dont ask me to spend any unnecessary money now !

No money No money No money No money No money

Shit U ! always ask me to spend money

I have no money

I want to buy new year cloths

I havent buy !

I also dont have that America time to shopping

exam exam exam :(

I want to save money for DSLR ! Dont ask me to spend any cent for rubbish !

Every end of month

My money confirm become negative :( sigh ...

Sometime I really envy

not jealous

Just envy ....

What can I do ?

I just open the file and review some files

That day the stupid Sony phone really shock me

itself off phone 20 plus times

I almost give up to on

Let it open itself

The phone show me the message deleted all..

I was like /.\

The tears almost around in the eyes

Luckily , there was a joked !

Sometime I also feel disappointed on myself

wordless...

You dont know what happen in the next second

Please cherish every moment u spend

Dont regret when u lost something that is important in ur life

when the things had gone , it will never come back

失去了 就再也不会回头

时间流逝了 根本不可能回头

一样的道理

放下不代表忘记 只是想把更好的回忆留在心里

还是很喜欢这句话

恋爱最美好的时期 就是暧昧的期间

让你哭的男人, 是你最爱的男人

让你笑到肚皮都破的男人, 是最爱你的人 by Instagram

Dragon year

be good :)

I hope I will love dragon year as same as tiger year

Dont expect any good things in ur life

Just be yourself !

My new year wish ..

I want a DSLR ...

and a sheep =P

good night worlds !

heart mih

Last day of 2011

31 December 2011

Normally I have nothing to say or comment about this day

this just a normal day for me

I really hope that 2012 will be better than 2011

2012 , please be good :)

okay ?

I just hope that everything is fine

其实总的来说

好没有很好

坏也没有很坏

只是处于中等型

这365天 最最最最最好的日子 就只有那么一天

就是我拿SPM成绩的日子

还有5天 就是 美好和开心的出街日

20/30多天 就是和熊猫姐姐 出去的日子

感谢她带我在这一年的日子 可以笑得那么灿烂

然后其它未知数的日子 算来算去 就是这样

没什么特别

我能记得 这5天 和 20/30多天 已经很厉害了

不错重要日子

其实我很想做不让自己后悔的事情

可是要怎样

我自己都不会

我妈 说的对

他生我 可是忘记生胆

胆小 到 比 蚂蚁还小

我的new year eve在家对着电脑 说happy new year

跟以往一样

以前也是开着电脑做这样的事

我在等奇迹发生

等不到也没关系

这就是命

要任命

2012 会是全新的年

没话题

会很尴尬

我已经快要变哑巴了

不懂为什么 当我想象 那个画面时

我就感觉到

我的脑袋在放空

变哑吧

为什么啊?

还有我很喜欢作多余的事

好管闲事

明明就不管我的事

我还是要去帮忙

明明就可以不用帮

我还是要帮

我好像广播员

爽爽就对电话 打广告

让外国人知道malaysia的状况

Mr.simple

Let me tell you

I believe that my 2012 will be better

Anyway, I hope that my wishes will come true :)

No matter what the surrounding change

My heart never change

Happy New Year :)

New Year

New Life

New Chapter

New Character

Goodbye 2011

Hello 2012 =)

Merry Christmas '11

2 days 1 night camp on 19 & 20 December (last week)

It was fun and nice

Yea , make a lot of friends

play a lot of games

Gain a lot of injured !

Muscle-ache

Body-ache

Yesterday I just realize that I wasted my first week of holidays

I really do nothing for my holidays

I totally didnt touch my books and presentations stuff

today I just start my presentation

My eyes are tired because of sitting in front of computer

1st week of holidays

I never hang out for meeting anyone

Suddenly I became "house-girl"

Staying at home everyday

25 December 2011

Hang out with family on Christmas Eve

Pulai Spring Buffet

Turkey :)

I did not plan my Christmas countdown

Just simple countdown

Staying at home so many days on first week of holidays

I decided that I wanna hang out on 25 for whole day

I just meet my dad and aunty for lunch and booking air tickets to Sarawak

We will fly over to Sarawak for our Chinese New Year next year

I met my sister gang after that

How long we never go out together ?

I really dont know .

I can't count it

It should be super super long

Hmm.. Should be 1 or 2 years

Chitchat non stop ..

Nice gathering :)

Went party on Night

Always had fun with animal gang

Eat Laugh Play Talk

Same as previous year

Exchange gift

Same as last year

I got chocolate again

But I exchange to Photo Frame

Nothing special reason

The photo frame is cute :)

I feel changing my Sony phone !

Always off phone ..

I gonna crazy about that stupid phone =3

During urgent time, my phone totally cannot on

I feel super annoying sometime ! :(

But I not really feel changing phone also

that should be my last keypad phone ..

It has many photos and memories inside the phone

Starbucks

Yea , addicted in Starbucks

Just went Johor Premium Outlet

Actually I dont really feel going

I'm super tired and sleepy

I knew that I have nothing to buy

I just wanna to drink Starbucks!

The queue looks like can get free coffee

long ........ I wait almost half and hour !!

Those adults just order as they like

Rm98.90 !!

When I pass the receipt to them ..

They just "wow".. so expensive !!

Sometime I rather save money to drink Starbucks =P

It is really nice !! <3

Tomorrow will be better :)

I believe

Please wish me can dream well tonight

yesterday , had nightmare !

saw ghost in dream ..

When I woke up from the nightmare

I dont dare to go toilet

what the ....

Just smile as much as u can

that's life :)

nice song .. ho ho ho

All I want Christmas is U

good night , worlds

Merry X'mas

ennn , same .. u too